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when will i accept it? is it possible for mento miss you forever? i mean i always knew i’d be missing you forever but not everyday. its like as hard i’m trying to be happy and move on i just cant. there’s this hole all the time. i feel linda happy and i remember you. its so hard i cant get out of it.

i’m not saying i hate it, i’m not saying i wanna stop missing you or thinking about you. i love you so much and i miss you and its kinda good because it means you’re still in my heart. you’re still here somehow.