A boy like you is such a confusing set of questions and answers, so I shut my mouth. I bury love inside the farewell. Outside the window, the forgotten rain and wind blows. In the wee hours of the night, I hear familiar songs from the radio, it’s perfect for thinking about you. In this place without you, I fight with loneliness.

I walk alone on the streets, I go to the cafe I used to go a lot, I go watch a movie. I lock even myself in the memories, how about you? This weather, this temperature, this passing wind, will I remember it?

I still miss you as I fall asleep, but on this rainy night, I cannot fall asleep. Is this sound of the rain, your voice? Is this a sound that calls to me? Am I the only one thinking of you? Will this rain comfort me? Do you know how I feel? I keep thinking of you.

A bright red umbrella, wet and drenched clothes and sneakers. I turn off and turn on the boiler. Whatever I do, it doesn’t dry. Is that how I feel or is it not? A confusing set of questions and answers. On a rainy day, I fell for you. We used to love each other so much, it didn’t seem like we had to do this so my heart hurts so much.

From the beginning, I held you in the left side of my heart and you thickly remain. Now you remain as a broken fragment that’s deeply engraved inside. You pull me in, I think I lied when I said I could live without you. I throw away my feelings but I still miss you as I fall asleep; but on this rainy night, I cannot fall asleep.

Dear sky, please help me. Please stop this rain.

Outside the window the sound of the rain rings, I remember the memories of us, I can’t live without you boy. On rainy days, I miss you. On rainy days, I always run into you.

dec 26 2017 ∞
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