I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness. Even the trash bag thrown away on the street makes a lonely sound in the wind. All I did was color you in my white, blank paper, but then I realized, it already became a finished picture.

You and I are like cell phones: when we’re apart, you know we’ll be broken. Only your scent completes me, hurry and hug me. I can only see you, I can only see you alone. Look, I’m fair with everyone else but you, now I can’t live a day without you, please.

Hold me tight, hug me. Can you trust me? Pull me in tight, hold me tight, hug me.

Please, pull me in and hug me.

You still shine, you’re still like a scented flower. Now trust me, hold me once again so I can feel you, hold me. Without you I can’t breathe, I’m nothing without you. Open my closed heart, drench my heart so I can feel you, hold me.

Your arms, your warmth, your heart, I want to see it all, I beg you. This moment, even the warm flower scented wind, even the sky without a single cloud, everything feels cold and I’m even scared of the clear sky. If you’re not here, I’m just a corpse, so how can I breathe?

It hurts, I’m always cry. I’m going crazy, exhausted without you. I think of you without stopping. I hate it all, I hate every single day. It makes me cry, ring ding dong. If there’s a chance, I’ll catch you. I’m running, it’s starting, count down. I’m ready to be cut by your rose-like embrace as I hold you again.

I know it will soon be our last but I can’t let you go.

Don’t talk, don’t leave, just quietly hold me.

jan 7 2018 ∞
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