professional

• publish
  • ✔ an article
  • a book
• research the metaphysics of racism
• understand philosophy
• study abroad
• get a masters degree
• get a phd
• become a psychoanalyst

existencial

• find love
• buy an apartment
• to speak
  • german
  • french
  • japanese
  • spanish

• drummond. the people's rose
• goethe. faust
• æschylus. seven against thebes
• silva. toward a global idea of race

• "I pray to find my true path. But I discovered that I don’t give myself entirely to the prayer, I seem to know that the true path is with pain. There is a secret and to me incomprehensible law: only through suffering does one find happiness. I fear myself because I’m always ready to be able to suffer. If I don’t love myself I’ll be lost — because no one loves me to the point of being I, of being me. I must want myself in order to give something to myself. Must I be worth something? Oh protect me from myself, who persecutes me. I’m worth something in relation to others — but in relation to myself, I am nothing" — LISPECTOR, c.