professional

• publish
  • ✔ an article
  • a book
• research the metaphysics of racism
• understand philosophy
• study abroad
• get a masters degree
  • finish the dissertation
• get a phd
  • develop a project
  • connect with people
  • apply for the selection process
    • set a calendar
      • usp
      • ufrj

• 12 angry man (1957), dir. sidney lumet

• I pray to find my true path. But I discovered that I don’t give myself entirely to the prayer, I seem to know that the true path is with pain. There is a secret and to me incomprehensible law: only through suffering does one find happiness. I fear myself because I’m always ready to be able to suffer. If I don’t love myself I’ll be lost — because no one loves me to the point of being I, of being me. I must want myself in order to give something to myself. Must I be worth something? Oh protect me from myself, who persecutes me. I’m worth something in relation to others — but in relation to myself, I am nothing.