my world is one interwoven web of words, stringing limb to limb, bone to sinew, thoughts and images all together. i am a being comprised of letters, a character created by sentences, a figment of imagination formed through fiction.

• ✓ paracosm (jaewin) we met in a dream; we parted in reality.
• ♡ practice & theory (dojae) doyoung considers himself a moral person, he really does. he’d die before he’d say anything to anyone that a patient has told him in confidence, something that could trace back to them, or any details of a session. no exceptions, no slip-ups, no compromises
• ♡ chinese cooking made simple (taewin) sicheng is homesick and taeyong won't allow that.
• ✓ western hills (markhyuck) mark’s lungs are full of dust, and infatuation towards a noisy boy from jeju.
• ✓ imprints (markhyuck) mark is struggling with the extremely warm weather. donghyuck decides to agonize him a bit further.
• ✓ model behaviour (yuwin) pictures. he could do pictures.
• ♡ we can be a little happier (jaeyong) lee taeyong learns about life, friendship, and love. the details don't really matter.
• ♡ this is how much we share (taewin) sicheng is not perfect, taeyong knows.
• ♡ the toaster and the screwdriver (markhyuck) in which taeil narrates mark and donghyuck's pursuit of love.
• ✓ hiraeth (dream) "what would you do if i died today?"
• ♡ starbright (markhyuck) there’s this whole deal about how you find your soulmate, but donghyuck’s already got his. the problem lies in admitting it.
• ♡ the four seasons of you (markhyuck) nothing in the world could've ever prepared me for how hard it would be to lose you.
• ♡♡ ain't no party like a type a party (dojae) doyoung hates the choral society and he hates jaehyun. neither are lies.
• ✓ wait a second (i'm figuring us out) (johnten) this pathetic cliché of a story starts, shamelessly, with, well… a cliché.
• ✓ all i ever wanted was here (jaewin) in which jaehyun and sicheng both live in beijing, and they spend a summer falling hopelessly and helplessly in love.
• ✓ untitled (jaeyong) they'd agreed not to read online comments, but taeyong can't help himself.
• ✓ 4 things (dojae) doyoung and jaehyun are several things.
• ♡ and i (think that i might claim you as mine) (taewin) but really, they couldn't have expected jaehyun to leave that sad little thing of an omega out in the biting cold.
• ♡ early morning (yutaedo) ten minutes into the whole sleeping together thing, doyoung senses a very large flaw in plan - they don't fit.
• ♡♡ small things (jaewin) sometimes the act of communication is more important than what is being said.
• ✓ by the shore (jaewin) sicheng and jaehyun sneak off for an evening swim.
• ✓ compromises (jaewin) sicheng wants jaehyun, but he takes what he can get.
• ✓ keep it off-court (jaeten) jaehyun joins the basketball team.
• ✓ basorexia (doyu) doyoung is self-conscious about his lack of experience and his friend yuta volunteers to help.
• ♡ lovesick f#%k (markhyuck) mark keeps a swear jar. by nct dream's first comeback, it's almost full.
• don't keep love around (markyhuck) the one where mark falls in love with a rival gang's member.
• ✓ elevatorture (markhyuck) jaehyun has a dumb idea and mark goes along with it.
• ♡ let's just talk (markhyuck) taeil gets increasingly frustrated when mark and haechan don't want to listen to him. taeil just wants everyone to be safe. is that too much to ask for?
• ✓ my heart, it belongs to you (johnten) or: ten finds more than just a viable career path at sm entertainment.
• ♡ put a ring on it (winwin-centric) kindergarten is for children to learn not engagements by children who don't know any better.
• ✓ where we stand (jaewin) sicheng and jaehyun have something that works. there's no reason to fuck that up.
• ♡ room 915 (jaewin) it’s not until jaehyun’s standing looking at himself in the mirror with foam around his mouth that he realizes what kind of situation they’ve ended up in. but things don’t have to get awkward just because they sleep in the same bed.
• ✓ point of view & vision (dojae) p&t pt. ii
• ♡ bliss (dojae) jaehyun reluctantly finds himself at a yoga class. the only upside is that the instructor happens to be cute.
• two! three! (markhyuck) rule #1 of starting your own band: don't date your drummer.
• good grief (markhyuck) they reunite in a graveyard.
• ✓ sway (renno) jeno is a child star turned sm idol. renjun is his manager.
• rocketfuel (jaemark) (214): dude. i'm so drunk. (972): jaehyun, this is mark's mom.
• i had everything (markhyuck) mark is only 16 but he's already lived two lives: life with haechan and life without haechan. but in both of them mark is in love and it hurts him.
• between us (jaewin) if someone had told him this morning that he’d be frenching his best friend the same night he’d have laughed into their face, but here they are.
• ♡ electric hearts (nct) hansol meets the new rookies.
• lost boys (jaewin)
• ashes (jaewin) post-apocalypse
• see me now (yutae) "your name is yuta," is the first thing taeyong says to him - a statement, not a question.
• i thought we were lovers (markhyuck) you're the best type of heartache.
• mh's guide to break-ups (markhyuck) in which mark and donghyuck are lost and need a little help figuring things out.
• strawberry milk (markhyuck) in which mark and donghyuck find comfort in being lonely together.
• cliché (markhyuck) two four six eight, who does hyuck appreciate?
• after a minute (taewin) taeyong has to be a father, sicheng thinks.
• future-bending (markhyuck) donghyuck gets well-acquainted with the pavement and a fear of dying with his heartache.
• ✓ have a great day (nct) work is usually awful.
• ✓ what's on the menu? (dream) our favorite group of young college students learn to adjust to life without mom making dinner. or at least in the only unfortunate ways they can.
• ✓ all your burdens (2tae) taeil keeps it all inside, but some members notice it.
• ✓ i've got this feeling (markhyuck) in which mark did amazing on high school rapper and donghyuck got emotional (donghyuck is in love and extremely proud of mark).
• ♡ best friends and more (markhyuck) so when taeil finds the two if them sharing a bed, he can't find it in himself to be surprised. he'll tell them what he was going to say some other time, it can wait.
• ✓ my first and last (markhyuck) both mark and donghyuck are equally oblivious.
• ♡ no male leads allowed (markhyuck) donghyuck doesn't like the new trainee. at least, at first sight. he never liked those "male lead" type of people.
• ♡ been there, done that (markhyuck) donghyuck's lived a lot of lives, seen a lot of faces, but it's always mark he'll come back to.
• jirrit, jirrit (dream) nct dream text each other. it gets wild.
• ✓ technical difficulties (johnten) johnny is a tech worker. ten's remote doesn't work. taeil is infuriated.
• listen, listen, i love you (markhyuck) mark falls in love with donghyuck's voice. then, he falls in love with everything else.
• vanilla twilight (jaeyong) the moon was always there for him, and jaehyun fell in love with it.
• a moment of silence, please (jaewin) "oh."
• red and black like your outlines (jaeyong) jaehyun becomes tangible. taeyong falls apart.
• ✓ i look for myself within you (markhyuck) donghyuck cared about nothing, and mark cared a little too much about everything.
• ✓ i was lowkey, that's the old me (markhyuck) donghyuck is going to start prematurely greying because of mark lee. alternatively, mark gets glasses.
• ✓ the weekend, or whatever (markhyuck) “what’s wrong, superstar?”
• this is enough (dotae) where doyoung and taeyong comfort each other in life and in bed.
• of soggy fries and your smile (dotae) working the late night shift at a twenty-four hour mcdonalds is kind of like being suspended in a weird limbo between the world of the intellectual living and actual hell.
• blueberry good (dotae) reaching for the last tub of blueberry yogurt at the same time as an admittedly good looking stranger is not a meet-cute. it’s another inconvenience in taeyong’s already awful day.
• ✓ not so spooky skeletons (nct) halloween au
• courage, dear heart (markhyuck) mark takes donghyuck home with him to vancouver to meet his parents and to propose. it's all sunshine and rainbows, except they aren't actually together.
• creature of habit (markhyuck) if jeno was the angel on mark’s shoulder, then donghyuck was the devil, and mark wanted to do something that felt wrong, even just once.
• a dream within a dream (markhyuck) mark can still visit them - but only in dreams.
• ✓ a pocketful of sunshine (markhyuck) donghyuck, quite literally, falls for mark on the first day of school.
• accidentally in love (dojae) jaehyun thinks doyoung is selfish and rude, but he falls in love with him anyway.
• ♡ lesbian loving anti-capitalist, kdy! (dojae) doyoung is a man of strong beliefs, from being convinced the wealth should be distributed in an egalitarian method to the masses, to believing in the liberation of the modern woman, to thinking starbucks is evil.
• ♡♡ i love ya, i love ya (nct) pride au
• several sunlit days (jaewin) sicheng was born to fly. he’s just a little accident prone.
• paint your eyes a shade of crowning navy (jaeyong) taeyong is seriously just too pretty to handle; the abundance of feelings that comes with knowing him is also pretty hard to handle.
• a little extraordinary (markhyuck) mark didn't consider his life as special. not in a depressed sort of way, he just kinda knew that there were people out there leading far more interesting lives than he was.
• mark lee's muse (markhyuck) the best things in life are unexpected, lee Donghyuck was no exception to that rule.
• summer of some regret (markhyuck) san francisco kids go wild the summer before college.
• the delicate art of seduction (markhyuck) in which mark is not afraid of anything and donghyuck sucks at his job.
• angels all left but we'll stay (markhyuck) the story of five angels dealing with their not so heavenly problems.
• everybody saw the sunshine (markhyuck) mark has never been on a date or even had his first kiss.
• red string of fate (markhyuck) donghyuck goes to canada for an exchange programme and finds his soulmate there.
• ✓ we can break all the rules (markhyuck) mark can only think about how it’s appropriate that he’s having his first drink on a hotel room floor with that idiot. it just seems right, and after all this is only one of many firsts that they’ve shared.
• definitely maybe (yutae) taeyong sees through him, through his wounds and flaws, and knows yuta is a disaster, a mistake of the universe, a boy taught to love by the devil.
• when the night gets heavy, lay your heaven on me (taewin) sicheng always looks cute to taeyong. for the first time, he lets himself do something about it.
• diamonds & pearls (taewin) the very simple universe where sicheng is weird and taeyong is in charge of protecting him.
• in the south (dotae) self-deprecation and fear are the only things dongyoung has.
• sweet butter knife (dotae) doyoung kept finding taeyong dead by his own hands.
• the villian and his sidekick (dotae) “also, why is it always spandex? aren’t you supposed to be a villain, kim doyoung?”
• through the days (dotae) taeyong writes stories about death in his head and hopes to live forever.
• windows (markhyuck) mark wants to spend time with the blind people at his church because that's just the kind of person he is, but when he meets donghyuck, it becomes so much more than that.
• the hottest flame (johnyong) scholar seo youngho is having a hard time following the rules of the royal palace.
• hold onto me, pretty baby you will see (markhyuck) it's one in the morning and from behind his counter, mark sees the boy in aisle four.
• got my heartbeat running away (markhyuck) mark and donghyuck work in rival cafes.
• fall of a thousand (markhyuck) growing up, mark has only ever known of one constant in his life, donghyuck.
• recrudescence (markhyuck) recurrence of an undesirable condition.
• the love issue (markhyuck) when donghyuck finds out that mark is in love with someone, he's determined to find out who it is at all costs. only in the name of investigative journalism, of course.
• here is where the wave broke (markhyuck) donghyuck is an intelligent young man, but he refuses to think about why Mark never comes home.
• hell week (markhyuck) in which donghyuck's a college student who takes everything too lightly and mark's the underworld's worst demon.
• just wanna dance with you under the sun (markhyuck) sometimes, it’s not the boy with bandaged knuckles and a wicked smile that’s the heartbreaker but the one with a stack of schoolbooks and a sweater so long it reaches his knees.
• the choices we make (markhyuck) donghyuck waits on someone who'll never be his. he waits and waits and waits and hopes his wounds don't get worse over time.
• place under the sun (markhyuck) mark is twelve years old when he auditions for sm entertainment.
• rings of saturn (markhyuck) donghyuck knows that the universe is infinite, somehow an empty house still feels bigger.
• fly me to the moon (nomin) breaking: two chaebol heirs seen out together?
• heart baiting speed dating (dojae) ten coerces doyoung into joining university-sponsored lgbtq salsa night, where doyoung meets jaehyun and gets himself involved in an unwelcome existential crisis.
• castling (dojae) “there are no vampires in rookswood.”
• open my ribcage, i'll find you there (dojae) roses are red, violets are blue, do you love me as much as i love you?
• alley cat (markhyuck) TALKING CANINES, WORLD DOMINATION AND THE NATION'S CUTEST VILLAIN, EXCLUSIVE STORY AT 9!
• new blogpost (markhyuck) markly left a comment 0 secs ago: imma gonna kill u donghyuck
• weak knees, smooth like honey (nomin) the 5 times jaemin makes jeno swoon and the 1 time jeno gives jaemin a taste of his own medicine.
• some infinities are bigger than others (johnyong) taeyong despises reading and yet he now knows every john green novel by heart.
• the feel of your skin (johnyong) taeyong has been awake for less than five minutes and he’s already aching for johnny to fuck him up.
• that's how i know my heart is his (johnyong) for johnny, taeyong has always been his anchor.
• it's a johnny thing (johnyong) "never serve the man who sits at the second booth on the right. johnny sits there, he’s taeyong’s regular."
• fluorescent (johnyong) taeyong isn't sure what he's thinking when he reaches for the sticky note and slips it into the first chapter of johnny's book.
• 52hz to find you (johnyong) taeyong just wants to be found.
• every little thing (nahyuck) if donghyuck had a dollar for every time he didn’t make a fool of himself in front of jaemin, he’d have enough for one item from the dollar store.
• bite (jaewin) having an eighteen month old vampire boyfriend isn't easy. especially when he's teething.
• roleplay (jaewin) pt2 of bite
• risk (jaewin) as an investment banker, jaehyun knows the importance of not mixing business with feelings. if only sicheng, a prodigy investor from a rival firm, would stop looking so damn attractive while stealing jaehyun's clients.
• channel surfing (jaewin) if you’re into discovering new music, need company while studying, or are interested in the personal and romantic failings of our hosts, don’t miss johnny and jaehyun’s Night Night radio every thursday @ 9pm!
• thirsty for love (johnyong) taeyong gets matched as a blood donor to an all-powerful vampire who spends too much time on the internet.
• a better love story than twilight (noren) google search: how do you politely ask if someone is a vampire?
• honey (dojae) “you okay, honey?”
• in the thick of it (dojae) sometimes you get set up on blind dates with the guy who tried to mug you last weekend. that's just the way life goes.
• it's almost blue (dojae) university takes four years before it's over and it takes jaehyun and doyoung four years before it even begins.
• pandorica (markhyuck) bucket list au
• beneath the moon and under the sun (markhyuck) donghyuck has a crush on his roommate. who is a vampire. and most certainly doesn't like him back.
• as long as you lead, i will follow behind (markhyuck) mark is a lot of things, from a good student and great basketball player to a goddamn coward, he knows this, he has accepted it, but mark lee isn’t gay.
• seven days to heaven (jaewin) sicheng falls in love with a man from across the sea.
• count in red, baron in black (yutae) taeyong and yuta's castle has been empty for far too long.
• eighteen roses for the sun (dream) eighteen lives bloom, under the same sun ablaze. a range from cheer to gloom, into the same melting gaze.
• you say you want passion (renjun) the boys compete with one another to see who's going to give a better gift to renjun. sort of.
• the spell that binds (johnyong) it was not that johnny and his friends had a penchant for getting into trouble. it was just that letting the gryffindors win was not an option.
• trinkets (naren) five times jaemin wears the bracelet and one time he doesn't.
• waltz with the dead (nohyuck) once, a long time ago, it had been Mark who drove them everywhere.
• one-man kind of showman (yuwin) yuta is all talk, all action, and he's getting there with the feelings.
• you are my angel (yuwin) yuta is afraid of thunderstorms.
• thirsty (jaeyong) jaehyun usually wants, takes, dominates, but with taeyong he needs, begs, submits.
• dog days (noren) jeno doesn’t hate yuta - he’s kind and funny and treats him like he’s his younger brother - but he hates any older guy that attracts renjun’s attention.
• sir this is the apple store (markhyuck) in which mark lee is terrible with technology and lee donghyuck hates his job.
• your arms your warmth your heart (markhyuck) donghyuck convinces mark that his dorm room is haunted.
• make each other shine (markhyuck) when a song that mark wrote about donghyuck is chosen for the latest nct u unit, their relationship changes forever.