- First at all , I couldn't say this friday, I was with a lot of things in my head, and sometimes, I'm not able to organize too much information and feelings at the same time. It makes everything dramatized, but it's just me being too much anxious. But I should be able to explain it somehow:
- I'm not felling safety about you and your feelings, a lot of things makes me confused;
- You say something one day, and another day you say the opposite, like:
- You don't like diet girls, but you don't like fat girls too.
- I know, it's not one way or another, but seems to me that you judge fat girls, but don't know how difficult is to control weight, since you have this type of body all your life.
- You don't think that use a lot of makeups can make girls more beautiful, but you prefer me with makeup.
- If I don't understand very well what you said, please explain.
- The thing about negative/positive throughs makes me feel that I don't know you very well, because I don't think that I was disrespectful, but you think it, so probably there's in your mind something that make this too much important for you. But I don't understand why. So, there's a lot of things that I don't know about you. I'm feeling naked. I open my book for you, and now I realize that you just show me some pages of yours.
- You don't like diet girls, but you don't like fat girls too.
- Indeed, I was reading this and I'm asking myself "It was real or just an experiment?" I've already read about it, but I didn't believe that someone can follow this type of "rules". It's a false way of intimacy, as much as sex.
- You told me to be careful, no high expectations, and that being in love can make both of us blind. Well, yes, I'm being careful right now, fells blind around you.
- You say something one day, and another day you say the opposite, like:
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