- seasons
- new clothes
- concerts
- things to do besides going to the beach
- not being constantly reminded of my past
- finding something I love to do and can submerge myself in
- meeting people that I genuinely like
- not living my mother and never have to
- hear to her stomp around
- listen to her conversations with the dogs
- move stupid fucking Prevention magazines off the dining room table
- eat food made solely from Campbell's Cream of [Chicken, Celery, Mushroom, Broccoli, Onion] soup
- overhear her mind-numbing phone conversations
- receive mocking compliments whenever I try to improve my life
- tense up with contempt when she walks into my room, says something unimportant and spends 5 minutes looking in my fucking mirror
- hear her fucking MUMBLE LOUDLY from the next room and ask her WHAT THE HELL SHE SAID and not get a reply until I repeatedly scream either:
- WHAT DID YOU SAY?
- WHAT HAPPENED? or
- WHAT'S WRONG?
- and then, when she doesn't reply, go into the other room, where she CONTINUES TO IGNORE ME BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME TO HEAR IT THE FIRST TIME/READ HER GODDAMN MIND OR THE STUPID FUCKING COMMENT THAT SHE SAID ISN'T VALID ANYMORE
- hear her wine bottles clash against each other when I open the refrigerator
- smell spilled alcohol in the freezer
- hear her fucking giggle after she fucks someone she met at the bar
- have to talk politely or smile at her alcoholic BFF's
- hear her laugh at Dancing With the Stars
- fucking ever hear/see Dancing With The Stars, American Idol, Oprah, Survivor, The Bachelor/Bachelorette, or motherfucking General Hospital EVER AGAIN
jun 25 2011 ∞
jun 4 2012 +