- she's seen my ugliest sides. (there's a lot)
      
        - but despite that, she doesn't look at me any differently. 
 
      
  
    - assures me that i'm not a burden. 
 
    - knows how to make me smile when i'm upset. 
 
    - initiates thought-provoking conversations that i quite enjoy. 
 
    - spends the late night hours with me because our sleep schedules are eternally fucked. 
 
    - enjoys the simpler things in life. 
 
    - so supportive of everything that i do no matter what. 
 
    - helped me get over my fear of speaking up and standing up for myself. 
 
    - always tries to understand me because i'm a difficult human being. 
 
    - puts effort into remembering the little things about me.
      
        - like how she struggled to remember my starbucks order but remembered it anyway for future reference. 
 
      
  
    - how she doesn't take bullshit from anyone.
      
        - yet she still puts up with my constant attitude. 
 
        - (idk how she does it.) 
 
      
  
    - sends me good tunes because our music tastes are the same. 
 
    - my go-to for anime/manga recs. 
 
    - how she thinks of scenarios on the spot. 
 
    - pushes me to strive for the things i want most. 
 
    - how she's more ocd than i am. 
 
    - she's the most fragile being ever.
      
        - which is cute bc it makes me wanna protect her, y'know? 
 
      
  
    - the height difference gives me an excuse to wear wedges around her.
      
        - also perfect hugging height. 
 
      
  
    - lets me cry to her over other groups even if she doesn't stan them. 
 
    - actually the cutest seungcheol stan ever. 
 
    - she's cute, period. 
 
    - SPOILS ME ROTTEN EVEN THOUGH SHE KNOWS I'D HATE HER.
      
        - i.e. buying me a comme des garcons cardigan off of the "off-limits" section of my birthday/christmas wishlist 
 
        - or buying me a too-faced eye shadow palette when i was gonna get it myself. 
 
        - OR buying me a wreck this journal and only wanted to get it for me because i was feeling down. 
 
      
  
    - writes me stories even when i'm only jokingly asking her for one. 
 
    - actually, she still writes me stories even when i don't ask her for one.
      
        - when i showed a second of weakness and she exploited it to the max. 
 
        - like this one one time she randomly wrote this story about josh over kakaotalk and went to sleep almost immediately afterwards. me: "what the fuck lol" 
 
      
  
    - super clingy, I LOVE IT. 
 
    - pretty talented, if i do say so myself.
      
        - like, have you seen her photography? and art? AND edits? 
 
      
  
    - writes me old-fashioned letters (all of which i've kept since day 1) 
 
    - she's basically irreplaceable and truly the best of the best. 
 
  
            aug 4 2014 ∞
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