- i type very loosely and often miss spaces or mispell
- i make impulse decisions whenever i am in distress, so i apologize TT
- when tired, i tend to process things slowly or misinterpret
- i don’t like talking about my parents, so unless you’re close, i tend to remain quiet about them
- i get overwhelmed and shut down easily
- i also most of the time think that people hate me, especially during my AVPD episodes
- i also always assume that when people are talking negatively, it’s about me
- ^ i do not do well with that and often receive panic attacks TT
- i also have heart issues so for my own sake, i won’t open anything/any (tumblr) blogs that may have posts about me
- ^ i am already very paranoid as-is
- i do not “hate”, furthest i go is being saddened
- i never make my own decisions because i always let others pick… i am a big people pleaser
- i tend to be an open book as soon as you talk to me “^^
- i am very emotional most of the time and go through frequent mood swings, though i don’t make it apparent
- i am very paranoid and easily scared during social interactions
- i empathize a LOT
- i’m often awkward when interacting with people because i really don’t know what to do or say… i can’t start conversations
- i tend to rant a LOT about things I’m passionate about, if you want me to stop, then please tell me!!
- if i ever suddenly disappear, it’s because I’m doing housework or my parents have restricted me “^^
- i have self-image issues, so i’m also really hesitant when speaking on vc. please be patient with me!!
- i do not do good with shit-talking and negative vague-posting!! if you do those about me, please do NOT share with me. i already automatically assume everyone hates me, this will bring me immense distress and i might disconnect from you for good because i cannot bear with it
- the same goes for shit-talking about other people. i will NOT participate
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