Age: 27, 3 months until I turn 28

Wow still can't believe I'm at Google. Life feels surreal sometimes. Very thankful for the people who helped me get here. Even though I hated more of my time at Amazon, I'm still very thankful to Amazon. I would not be here without it. I've decided to forgive and forget Amazon. Not going to be jaded and resentful anymore, and going to start over at Google. Being resentment is a burden. At Google, I hope I can prove to myself that I was always a good enough engineer, I was just put in the wrong environment and got unlucky.

Looking back to my 19 year old self, I feel like I've changed a lot to get here and had to grow up too fast. I hope that in the future, I can be carefree again.

Quotes of the moment:

• "Resentment is the poison you drink, hoping it will kill your enemies".

Short-term life goal:

• Get to $250 TC
• Buy a house when at ~30
• Asia trip

Short-term Personal goal:

• Take care of my skin (starting retinol)
• Eat healthier (currently eating eggs, spinach, and onions and * probiotic yogurt everyday)
• Drink more water
• Dress better
• Make the most of my youth
• Spend more time with mom and dad