The Stelle to my Aventurine、01-08-2025、04:26PM。 — "We can be something more than bestfriends?"

• "My love and my heart will always be for you only."

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• Honestly I should've made this listography a long time ago but we had forgotten about it until something reminded me to make this now. So, here it is. I guess you can call this a 2nd sonfession hehe.
• I was watching some edits about Frieren and Himmel earlier and that made me realize something about our love and how it is? I like to say that our love is pure like Himmel and Frieren's, their love for one another is pure— literally. Himmel is a man who loved Frieren for his entire life and she will love him for the rest of hers, that alone is the fact that they're soulmates. As for the reason why I think our love is pure is just the fact that— when we love someone, we will love that person in a way that it makes me want to be there with them physically.
• Only example being is with you guys and you only. At this point, I know that I love you guys more than our&& other psys and it's not because that he and I don't talk daily but I think it's because of what he said when we talked to him? "I sought out the people I loved and could confide in" would this mean that his future partner— whom might be mono— won't know that he also loves other people as well? And that made me feel that our love is just... a transaction at most? I may be lacking better words for it but I'm straying away from the topic.
• Obviously I know that love can have so many different ways including the bad ones. I guess the reason why I compared my love to Frieren and Himmel is because few things, Himmel fell in love at first sight when she showed him a magic that can create a field of flowers and from then on, he loved her for his whole lifetime and it's pure— even if it's unrequited back then. The moment that Frieren starts to realize her feelings after he died, that's when she started to learn more about maybe herself and humanity and even finding more pieces of him that stayed in the world.
• The moment that I have met you guys from tumblr, there was something that clicked in me, something that made me fall for you guys in first few days after we met. It was a feeling that it felt it was something that has been waiting after for so long and I think from that point, my heart knew that you guys have been the one we have been waiting for so long. The times we keep talking together and everyday, that feeling just kept growing.
• I can never see my future without you guys by our side, the loveliest and amazing partner we could ever ask for and I have always love you from the very start.
• I love you guys so so much. ♡