i will rarely ever talk about my mental being, but because it does affect my friendships and online activity: i have mental disorders that cause me to have "persecutory" delusions, or extreme paranoia. sometimes, i will disappear online, delete messages, make overly self-deprecating comments, and/or say other strange nonsense.

if i act weird or avoid you, just know you have done nothing wrong!! my behaviors are something i am actively working to change. i am trying to better myself every day. in the mean time, i sincerely apologize for any concern or frustration my delusions cause .