• the impending fear that my Colitis will escalate and evolve into cancer and/or something more serious that might be life threatening. I just found it on mayoclinic.com and found out some scary things. :[
  • that I didn't get a proper goodbye from my daddy because it happened this morning at like 5:30 AM.
  • I only have... 3 full days to get completely caught up on all assigned homework from last week.
  • I wasn't in class at ALL last week and I'm afraid I missed something vital.
  • I wasn't in class at ALL last week and I'm upset because I've practically used up all of my sick days all around. What if this happens again and I go back to the hospital? :[
  • I won't have time to do anything I want this semester because I'm going to be so freakin busy.
  • That i still have to clean out the mold from my mini fridge freezer section and I don't want to.
  • I might not want to do the Orientation Leader job this summer because I'm a baby and I don't like being alone.
  • I don't get paid again for another month because I've been without work for so long.
  • That this list is quickly becoming longer than I ever thought it could be.
  • This stupid diet I've been put on temporarily that cuts out peanut butter, bread, milk, pasta, etc. all things I love.
  • that work tomorrow is going to be too excruciating for me to do because I'm going to feel sick for 4 hours.
jan 16 2009 ∞
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