- how terrible people are the happy ones
- how no one gets caught for the bad shit they do
- why so many people "love" me, yet, never hangout with me
- that people i introduce to eachother don't talk to me, but are the best of friends now or are dating
- why the people who don't deserve to be happy and free are
- why people believe the far-fetched rumors about me
- why gas prices are so high
- that we're friends
- how kids think having sex with whoever is totally fine and harmless
- how those people aren't prego
- how those people don't have diseases
- how those people's parents have no idea
- no one can ever get rides anywhere, yet they are at every event
- how i'm always the one that is there for people no matter what and i always get fucked over
- that i can't find love
- that i'm still like this, but i've lost so much supposedly
- how best friends can turn into worst enemies
- that you all think you are invincible
- that your parents either don't give a damn or are oblivious that their teenagers are fools
- that i haven't killed someone yet
- that my family isn't homeless yet
- that i'm still dealing with all of this b.s.
- how people can lie and lie, but still have friends and family that would do anything for them
- how you are doing "so badly," but can pick up and go across the country
- that your parents are so strict, but you're so fucked up
- that no one cares about anyone but themselves anymore
- that you're miles away and never coming back
- that i didn't cry the last time
- that no matter how much you all hurt and tear me apart, i always take you back when you come crawling, crying to me
- that i'm not insane yet
- that i'm not insane yet
- that i'm not insane yet
- that maybe i'm going insane
jun 13 2009 ∞
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