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it's okay la.
We can fail hundreds and millions of times... we only have to succeed once.
Be happy; genuinely, intensely and consistently happy.
Tea happens

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listography GIVE A GIFT OF MEMORIES
FAVORITE LISTOGRAPHY MENTIONS
IMPORTANT NOTICES
MESSAGES
PRIVACY

Yes/No

  • Stop using Facebook
    • (Use it for work if nothing else)
  • Move back home
    • Economical choice
  • Grad School
    • (The best way to go to a new environment+that)
  • Haircut
    • (Let's give long hair a shot, eh?)
  • Look for professional help on the split personality and emotional problems.
    • (can't afford)
  • Project Oasis [Loan & Crowdfunding in consideration; need approximately 700K to 1M in NTD (/30K in USD)]
  • Cut
    • You need reminders; but keep it to yourself.
  • Visit McKenzie and Celicia
    • You need to try one last time.
  • The letter
    • The guilt, the pain and the remorse are yours and yours only. If you love her, you should never bother her again. If you love them, you should stop bringing them down.
  • Give up
    • You have certain responsibility to fulfill. Until then, you cannot give up.

Multiple choice

  • Taiwan/UK/US/China
    • US; for now; familiar with it and love the weather in the North; relatively cheap; admit it, just about everyone you love is on that land
  • Linguistics/Journalism/ComputerScience/Writer/MyOwnStuff
  • Next Half Year: Jesse&Portland/Celicia&CT/McKenzie&UK/Peter&Chicago/Me&alone

Short Answer

  • What friendship really is.
    • Overrated; something that I can't hold on to forever I guess...
  • How to stop loving too much?
    • You can't, but you can stop trying so hard. You should remember that you are just a small portion of everyone's life especially with your lack of presence. They might not forget you, but you will be less and less important no matter what you do. It is a simple unfortunate fact of human relationship with time and distance.
  • What to do for the rest of your life?
    • Try, Live until that day.
jun 24 2013 ∞
jul 21 2013 +