- I want you to know that I am aware how I am a terrible needy friend, and I know that I often suffocate you because I ask for much more than anyone can give. I realize it's very selfish and inconsiderate that I put so much pressure into our friendship. For this, I am very sorry. I want you to know that I love you and I am always learning and trying to be a better friend.
- I know certain part of my emotions often prioritize itself in a very irrational and inappropriate way. I become inconsiderate and even hurtful. I realize it was very wrong and beyond selfish of me to let my feelings for Celicia took the wheel of my actions. What was worse was that I didn't tell you about it and had to let you find out the way you did and hurt you. For this, I am very sorry. I will ask Celicia to disregard my stupid email, because it was really hurtful to you and probably a burden to her as well. There won't be a next time. As regard to Kim's wedding, it is next May. We'll see what life brings.
- Do not worry about my feelings for Celicia. It's not a big deal. I know to her, I am just a friend from the other side of Earth as well. I probably put too much pressure into that friendship too. Honestly, I was not trying to make anything happen. At the time, I just thought we could get closer, and she's never gone to Asia. It was not very thoughtful.
- Thank you for tolerating so much of my flaws. I know I am difficult to deal with and just oversensitive sometimes. Please don't let this be a burden to you. You don't need to feel guilty about anything at all. I have done a lot of thinking, just trying to sort this out. There are a lot of things that I need to work on. Please, if you sense anything, be honest with me, in case I follow the wrong track again.
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