• 4/1: start the month with a huge headache. Kinda fits the April fools theme.

True Pizza: http://youtu.be/XVX0tKmjQN8

• 4/2: somehow I am losing motivation as she is becoming more and more distant. conversation... there's nothing I can do about it, is there?
• 4/3: got shit done too damn early...
• Sometimes, I feel like there's no point of me in this world. The sad truth is no one need me and barely anyone want me in their lives. But I keep on going, hoping for the one moment that I matter to my beloved. Hoping. Waiting.
• 4/7: thinking thinking then stop thinking; feel, do.
• 4/8: work work work. not bad.

Life is short... live with nothing held back.

• 4/10: it's harder than I thought to tell my own story.

"Fixing car is easy. People, you need a manual for." Random line overheard from TV.

• 4/11: out on a limb. I hope I will not regret it... And now I just remember I have more to say. Can never say enough...
• 4/12: at peace. :]
• 4/14: Sudden changes in weather is giving me headaches!

Times: http://time.com/59684/the-simple-thing-that-makes-the-happiest-people-in-the-world-so-happy/

• 4/15: online streaming of the lunar eclipse! Gonna watch it live next time! :D

Astronomy Event Calender! http://www.seasky.org/astronomy/astronomy-calendar-current.html

• 4/16: I just realized I really enjoy cooking... on occasions. So if I ever open a restaurant, I would be the boss instead of the customer. "Don't like it? Get out!" an such... haha. I will be a grumpy old man.
• 4/17: Turns out I have pretty incredible animal instincts.
• 4/18: Ah, global climate is moody because of the room is getting hotter. Testing my immune system though, with the crazy mood swings.
• 4/19: sometimes, no matter how badly I want to move on, certain voices still come back to haunt me. Words hurt more than anything.
• 4/20: Even after giving some books and magazines away, I think there are still over 10,000 books in the house. ha

good old song: http://www.metrolyrics.com/shes-not-there-lyrics-the-zombies.html

• 4/21: I can't run any more... :(

"I don't care what it's designed to do. I want to know what it can do." - Apollo 13

• 4/23: for some reason, really worry about the doctor's appointment tomorrow...
• 4/24: gar. no big deal la. ; mirrors can be terrifying.
• 4/27: ah, if only I know what's going on.
• 4/28: great meeting! Learned so much. Feels so good and fancy with government officials from the UK. But actually was quite casual. Cool cool cool! And the day concludes with a quick msg chat Celicia! Awesomeness! Happiness!

Be like what!? http://youtu.be/nTYx-LVjHsc

• 4/30: busy day with work, family stuff and others. good day though.

One thing lies within and beyond good and evil is love.