- 0201: Time flies. I can't believe it's Feb already and I have not come up with a good plan yet. And I don't really have the luxury to just "sit back and figure it out."
- My life is actually always under a great deal pressure but I just don't care enough and act like everything is alright.
- 0202: Another snowday on the day I don't have anything. Hmm. A sign to build a snowman!
- 0203: I am very confused about how I feel. Perhaps, probably, I don't feel anything at all, but I am just tired of always being alone.
- Andrew's lesson on making friends: just sit down at a table of seemingly cool people and join the conversation.
- I don't think I have the charm. *sad face
- 0204: so... that was okay, I think? First time in a really long time that someone ask me to hangout without any celebratory purposes. Just chill and regular hangout. I felt quite excited in a totally quiet-Henry way. It was cool, I think?
- 0205: Oh my stupid heart keep telling me what the facts says otherwise. Bananas. Apple. Onion.
- 0206: TA is fun!
- I don't know what I should do about love, yet it occupies such a big part of my soul.
- 0207: feel especially lonely today.
- 0208: I don't feel like it. You fruit basket.
- 0209: sometimes I wonder why it's so hard for me... in ways hard to explain.
- 0210: Interesting day. Unexpectedly occupied. So surreal too.
- Somehow I am reluctant about it, as I feel like there is something wrong with me and I shouldn't do anything at all... ah, friendships. so weird and just doesn't make any logical sense at times. The readings aren't scientific at all.
- 0211: What is going on? My life suddenly has some flavors. I am not used to it. good I guess? Probably just the Chinese new year and valentine cray... LOL
- Tomorrow will be the day! I can do this!
- 0212: I need an adviser on grad school! ORANGE! I don't know everything/anything that I have to do.
- I am disappointed in myself. Disappointed in life. kiwi. broccoli. peanuts.
- depression comes so suddenly, without any warning.
- 0214: CNY is a go! so excited and nervous.
- 0215: depression, please go away.
- 0216: There's something about going commando... hmm...
- was in an eccentric status. somehow got the courage to ask for a girl's number. cool. First time ever!
- 0217: my heart just won't settle down. The mood swing is real. But generally in a good way. depression go away.
- ah silliness. Hey Emily! :)
- 0218: so busy even on a Wednesday. Ah this week...
- Rejected! hahaha I am taking it well. I am gonna get three rejection this semester. hahahahha
- 0219: The event went so well! Awesome!
- 0220: R code! I am banana awesome!
- 0221: didn't do much today. I hate my depression. I handle it well now, but I just hate that it keeps coming back.
- 0222: it's one of those days.
- 0223: oh pineapple, sore throat and stuffy nose. I have a feeling it will get worse. I just hope I will be all healed by Thursday.
- 0224: Interesting coffee workshop.
- 0225: my social life is weirdly busy lately. Just weird but in a good way, I think.
- Still got the cold. Is it even a cold!?
- 0226: okay this is definitely a cold and it has the worst timing ever... had an exam today. every breath hurts and I could barely read. I feel so sad. failed... :(
- 0227: sickness bone aches.
- 0228: what a surreal day. feel better now!
feb 4 2015 ∞
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