- 0101: I was surprised what finally brought me a brief moment of peace. Maybe it was just right for me because I made it, or maybe it was good after all...?
- 0102: Had a great walk, watched a movie, art supply store, good music, found courage to share. Today is a good day.
- 0103: Snow! Finally! :D
- 0105: I wonder what having friends is like in other people's life.
- Everything seems different in my mind.
- LOL
- 0107: I was out in the cold for 5 minutes. And now I have a fever.
- i wish i have a book to read. just tired of computer screens even though all my work is on here... especially when I have a huge headache...
- 0108: 10 hour of sleep cures anything.
- I am so high on productivity. Whaat!?
- 0109: snow storm out yet I need to walk to get grocery... adventure time? YES!
- 60 pounds was a bit much to walk in the snow with... and uphill? oh man, what a work out...
- 0111: these loud selfish people are infuriating. Provoking my violent dark side.
- 0112: leg day. Kinda.
- 0113: every step hurts! Gaarr!
- when we stop feeling sad but just calmly thought to ourselves that we are supposed to be sad instead, we might be dead inside.
- am I a pessimist? No, I am actually an optimist at heart but constantly lectured by reality. I still believe so much; I am still here.
- 0114: don't feel like filing taxes for that one cent. Literally, one cent! why?
- 0116: interesting hangout with Emily Kelsey Kevin and John at the bar.
- all the mind games tho. Watching from the girl's side, I wonder how often I am on the other side of this game
- 0117: reading, living a different life in every story.
- The disappointment is unreasonable, but it's there and because of it, so much more is lost.
- good intentions maybe? but holding back so much makes everything feels like a lie.
- 0118: cleared my wrist. now i have nothing on me. It feels so strange and a bit sad because it's the first time in 4 years.
- 0119: Probably gonna move gym back to morning. Afternoon is just stupidly crowded.
- first time cooking mac and cheese! it's a mix but not bad. yay!
- I still habitually adjust my wrist. lol
- woo my music library passed 10,000 songs mark!
- 0120: certain friendships baffle me. I decided to just act casually and not do anything about it for a while. Maybe it's all in my head.
- 0121: money... daaaaaaaaaa. Sometimes I wish I don't need to worry about money at all. Not rich, just don't need to worry about it.
- 0122: I thought I was gonna. I planned to, but it didn't happen because she left so fast!
- kinda embarrassing: the reason I dress nicely is because I have nothing else to wear. Not because of laundry and such, I own only 2 or 3 long-sleeve shirts that aren't button-ups.
- 0123: money money money. always funny, in the rich man's world.
- Whatever man. I don't want to think about it any more. Just gonna follow my heart.
- 0125: it's okay.
- 0126: nice to hear from C. A simple message.
- 0127: snow day!
- 0128: I am not sure what I am doing.
- TA is somewhat a confidence booster. And surprise! Emily was in that class. ha
- I wish I have a piano to play... I just want to play with a piano sometimes even though I have never learned it.
- Research/coding all-nighter!
- 0129: Learning from people.
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