• 6/6: it's harder to get up without a reason to.
• 6/7: Tom Cruise's "Edge of Tomorrow" is just a phenomenal science fiction! Mind Blown! Even with all the trailers I saw.

"See, nobody believes in friendship. People talk about it... That's the thing about friendship. It's a lot rarer than love, because there's nothing in it for anybody." - Are You Here

• 6/8: There's something I can't get over. I feel so empty at the end of each day...
• 6/9: went to a TFGG meeting today and got home at almost 2200 with a bunch of todos. Gonna be busy for a while. Good and bad. But good in general.

Should I? Meh, naaaa... So much trouble for everybody... Aiyaaa but kinda want to. LOL

• 6/10: picking up Peter from the airport at Midnight! Quite exciting. ; feeling lazy today. So it's a lazy day.
• 6/11: hung with Peter today! Yay. Good exercise in the afternoon.
  • sent the song to Roni with a goodbye. I guess I have to say goodbye to everyone at some point...
• 6/12: don't feel like talking to anyone today.
• 6/13: work day with Peter. Fun. Brothers bonding time. :D
• 6/14: feeling grumpy today...
• 6/15: late night trip planning with Pakol. Excited.
• 6/16: somewhat busy day with work and cooking. Kinda productive.
  • I think I need to see a doctor at some point.
• 6/17: I have fallen into the working cycle. So much to do! Got home so late...
• 6/18: So annoyed that I am busy with other people's shit.
• 6/19-21:
  • 3-day family trip; annoyed and frustrated at the beginning cuz work and so much undone. Positive thinking and change of attitude make things much easier, fun and enjoyable.
  • legendary scenery! Awesomeness
  • Hiking. Fell. Kept going. Stopped cuz lack of equipment. Almost fainted due to lack of oxygen (went to fast). Long way back done. Glad I have hiking experience.
  • too much to eat!
  • legit French dessert! What what!

Do we whisper because there's no one to talk to about our real thoughts and problems, or simply no one to share our lives with besides this strange lonely crowd?

• 6/22: gamed with peter today and gave career advice... Hmm... Got lots to do tomorrow!
• 6/23: suddenly, it hit me again.
• 6/24: Honestly? PANICKING for Pakol's visit.
• 6/25: I am so used to no one talking to me. Now suddenly someone wants to talk to me. I don't know what to do.
• 6/26: ranked up in the series! Yay! Gotta keep going though. Too close to getting dropped again. Goal is challenger next season!
• 6/27: Long day getting around and run errands. Picking up Pakol after midnight.
• 6/28: Good day. Hot day. I guess it is true that I do much more than I am "supposed to." Well, I just do my best. And that's good, I think.
• 6/29: I am a bit more frustrated than enjoying this most of today... I will just try my best though, always. Glad: so far so good at least.
  • she didn't exchange currencies so using mine. Her spending in a day is what I spend in a month or two. Crazy. I am sure she will pay me back but still, omg!
• 6/30: Today was better. Glad things worked out. (went to 平溪)