• 5/21: Buzzfeed came out with this. It's like they know I am going to a wedding. hahaha http://youtu.be/xXx1QwW-cfU
• excitement happiness for my friends!
• 5/22: wifi! Random thought: I think C is truly the most beautiful girl in the world. Wish she is here.
• quite a lot to do. So exhausted.
• had a really interesting conversation about Christianity with Stephen. "People are born evil."
• 5/23: I am a florist!
• terrible headache. Got better from the medicine I took or the prayers from Arthur and Stephen.

Learning a lot about Christianity on this trip!

• Met up with Rin. Learning life lessons like always. A lot of things aren't as simple as I thought. Make me want to shut myself in a little bit... Quite a lot.
• 5/24: it was a beautiful wedding and a fun reception dinner... ; I am learning a lot on this trip. I am exploring and finding myself quite a bit.
• 5/25: rather relaxing day. Monsoon!
• Looking at all the couples, I feel like I will never be loved like that. I feel unattractive and just pathetic... I think I don't love myself enough to be loved, but I can't ever love myself because no one loves me. I have to get over this.
• I believe in the goodness of people.
• Malaysian movie theater! X-men: days of future past has some cliches and a predictable plot, but good clichés and good action. I enjoyed it!
• 5/26: hahaha I am pretty good at blending in!
• successful bargain at the market! 290 ringgit a wallet to 140 for two! I am awesome!
• I think I am growing a lot.
• happy and excited in general! Yay!
• 5/27: Road trip to Ipoh, Perak. hahahahahaha Laughing and fun all the way with Levina, Kimberley, Eu Gene, Stephen, Charlie, Aunty Jenny, Arthur and Melissa
• 5/28: road trip to Penang with way too many food stops! Singing all the way la!
• can do full on Malaysian accent now!
• 5/29: got up in the morning, turns out I stayed at a beach mansion! What what!
• Levina plays beautiful piano!
• I got a Hannah tatoo! Asked the artist to be creative and do her best, she gave me a three-color butterfly on my left hand.
• 5/30: beautiful morning with beautiful beach view!
• fun and fun! I think it's the people I am with too.
• messed up so bad at the interpretation and translation. At least it was entertaining... Look on the bright side!
• helped out a drunk guest and got cursed at... Didn't like it but I forgive you.
• 5/31: I am trying my best to be a good friend and a good guest on this trip. I think so far so good. I hope so.
• took the bus with Levina. It was okay. Then it got freezing cold from the AC and I had to pee. Held it for 2H. Lol
• said goodbye to Stephen. A bit sad.
• I think I have learned a lot on this trip but even with all the happiness, I am a bit depressed and self-loathing on the inside. I don't know why. I hide it well though.
• 6/1: easy day at the mall. So many malls!!
• it's sad saying goodbyes. So I get crazy and happy instead. At least for the moment, I won't think about it too much. I smiled and laughed and danced and sang so I wouldn't cry. I think it's the only way for me to be sillily joyful - irrationally thoughtless.
• 6/2: slept in til 9 ya.
• Indian lunch. So full laa
• fish ate my feet!
• goodbye. And more goodbyes. D;
• 6/3: Ate lunch with hand!
• back home... sad