• 3/2: I wonder what is on Celicia's mind... all I can think about...

Writing paper roll; scroller

• 3/3: it breaks my heart a little bit, but I am learning to embrace it.
• 3/4: I feel betrayed.
• 3/6: I am fine. Just fine.
• 3/7: I don't know what to do. I know I need to figure it out. There are signs. But I don't have the heart to be sure about anything. I feel too much to think logically about it. Don't want to lose what I might still have... If only she would talk to me, maybe it'd be clear. I wonder if anyone understand the depth and intensity of this emotion.
• 3/11: I figured it out. I know. I know...
• 3/12: music music! ; I understand.
• 3/13: sometimes I feel like I am talking to myself when I type emails. It's a thought process.

http://youtu.be/Gx1sqYMJ3hQ

• 3/16: what a long day with Chinese traditions.
• 3/17: i am forgetting something.
• 3/19: I have communication problems... maybe more than that.
• 3/20: i have no been thinking... about anything. it is a good feeling but i am not going anywhere. gotta focus.
• 3/21: take one deep breath to calm down. Take two deep breaths to relax. Take three deep breaths and forget about everything.
• 3/22: the marathon gave a handicap and a fever.
• 3/23: suffering from trying to win approval and recognition... or perhaps, just attention.
• 3/25: walked a distance today to get things done but feet still hurt. D;
• 3/28: the visa app. has gotten so much more complicated since it's online - a case of digitization makes things more difficult.
• 3/31: ah today is one of those days...