- 0301: a bit sad and disappointed.
- and then a bit more sadness... hey you can do this! smile!
- 0302: Hey man, focus. Stop letting other things and people bother you. I know it's hard but you can do it! Self pat on the back.
- 0303: recently starting to care a little bit more about how my hair bothers me, but apparently not enough to walk 2 miles to get the hair cut.
- 0304: every time I want to ask someone out, there's a voice telling me to stop trying. And so far, I only escape its persuasion once, and that rejection got the voice louder.
- 0305: forget about pursuing a relationship. hey, it's okay. You will be the great uncle with a dozen cats, which eventually eat my dead body. lol I think I will just have plants.
- don't know why this has been on my mind lately, but this is it.
- 0306: afternoon hangout with Sonya. Chillex.
- 0307: being productive in my lazy pants
- 0308: awesome snowboarding trip. now in pain LOL. Worth
- 0309: feel kinda bad. bad. ah family.
- I don't know how to respond to something I don't quite understand.
- 0310: Sometimes, it's just that simple. :D
- oh man am I over-excited!?
- 0312: we are both very rational people. I am glad. It is not that simple though. I am a bit sad about it. I am just not the kind, just not the material.
- 0315: productive weekend!
- 0316: Grocery shopping with Scottie: it was a fun walk and a good work out.
- 0317: Alright, Taylor Swift. You got me.
- 0318: Always good to see an old friend.
- 0319: It felt good to cry. Not sure how I suddenly burst into tears, but it felt really good. It's the first time in about a year. I had it under control for so long, and suddenly just lost it. Thank goodness I was alone...
- 0320: my memory is getting worse. sometimes I worry that I will forget about the people I love.
- 0321: That snow though...
- Hey you focus!
- Stupid GRE expired. :(
- What to do what to do what to do. baagaa
- It seems I can never see myself clearly but I give pretty good advice.
- 0322: Today was not a good day. I kinda want to talk to somebody but I am afraid that no one really wants to listen. I just bang my head to the wall and got nothing done. Today was not a good day.
- 0324: I enjoy love. I barely experience it but I enjoy it. I love to be surrounded by it even if I am not the one being surrounded. I love seeing love. I love watching love. I love witnessing love. To me, love is the one thing that can fill the void in my heart no matter what. It’s beautiful.
- I wonder if I can every say no to it.
- 0325: I wandered in the rain for quite a bit. It was good.
- 0326: I hate that I can't hold it together on my own any more. I am positive most of the time, but I hate that I have to TRY to be positive.
- 0327: Interesting Trip to the mall. I am totally a shopaholic when I see what I want.
- Interesting moments with Alexandra.
- 0328: great lunch date with Meaghan.
- 0329: what happened this day? No memory.
- 0330: so busy. just so busy. daaaaaa.
mar 1 2015 ∞
apr 4 2015 +