• It has been quite an emotional roller coaster while busy with school, projects and research in the past month. Glad I have grown from it.
• 508: saying good bye is never easy. The way my life is... I need to get used to it.
  • Learning to live for myself and focus on me.
• 509: Suddenly, I am all alone again. It feels like I can never take anything with me when I move to the next place.
• 510: Lack a bit motivation and got nothing done today. Stared into blank space and wonder where I am to go, what I am to do and what I am to pursue. I thought it was love, but it can't be - it has to be for me.
  • Good to talk to Peter. brother bonding.
• 511: Slightly productive day.
• 512: I didn't know how to reply when someone said "love you", even just from a friend. I just don't know hm.
  • I wish I am better at engaging in social conversation.
• 513: What did I do today?
• 514: It was so good to hangout with a close friend. I wish I know how to express myself better though. It was a goood time.
• 515: It was a really long trip to the Bank. It was even longer carrying back a bucket of fried chicken and a cake and sides from KFC. LOL don't have to worry about food until Sunday.
• 516: It was nice to hangout with some older friends. I think and learn from listening.

I can't sleep. I really miss Meaghan tonight. Just feel so empty. How did I rely on her so much emotionally? I just ended up reading. It's 5 am now. What am I doing?

• 517: 4 As and 2 Bs as my final grade. hmmm... daaarraarara
  • I wish I can be more for my friends. I am always taking and not giving, ain't I? daaaaaaaaa
• 518: simply wonderful day.
• 520: so many things done in just a few hours.
  • just feel that... love is a wonderful thing.
  • thankful and happy
• 521: great morning with the Boydens
  • long long day of travel.
• 522: okay. so this is allergy.
  • random pictures of Meaghan still stop my heart beat. stupid facebook news feed.
• 524: aaaaa, a bit too much shopping. okay.
• 528: figured it out!
  • need to find motivation!
  • need to understand the consequences
• 530: Chappie is disappointing
• 531: annoyed by all the whining