• 11/1: IT'S NOVEMBER!!; Korean food; all legit Korean food places are run by midaged Korean moms. ; Ender's Game
• 11/2: Furniture shopping with Jesse all day. Haven't bought anything yet but it was quite exhausting. Hardest part: getting up from each and every one of those perfectly comfortable couches...
• 11/3: Daylight saving is basically borrowing an hour from Spring. ; Couch (sectional) purchased. Awesome. ; Karaoke at home on our laptop till we lost our voice.
• 11/4: Fewer and fewer things that I care about, but I care more and more about the few things. Maybe when there's nothing more to care for, it will be the end of me. ; Laundry, clean; Art project 02 - layer 01; missing her.
• 11/5: Art 02 layer 02; complicated feelings for so many things - mainly the past and a few people. I am not quite sure what to do. ; BASKETBALL GAME!! Houston Rockets vs. Portland Blazers! It was a good game.
• 11/6: Nice walk in the rain. I find it quite poetic and pathetic when tears mix with raindrops. It is a strange day. ; so, does it mean love can be resolved through altering the reaction of these chemicals? http://youtu.be/4Wl4PzsSm54
• 11/7: Huge rain in the morning but sun came out at noon for ten minutes...
• 11/9: Jesse's house is really nice. So proud of him for being a young house owner. Really nice couch has arrived! ; briefly chatted with McKenzie, feeling complicated. I hope this friendship can mend. ; I think I am ready to bring the battle out of my head. And I should keep my positive energy alive.
• 11/10: Got an iPod touch RED! Whaat what! Awesome! XD
• 11/11: unboxing, packing and unpacking. Moving furniture... it was impossible to find the perfect angle but we did it. I unboxed 15-16 boxes of shoes (about 120 pairs) today... just madness!! ; what has been on my mind: Celicia Celicia Celicia Celicia! Like minions running around my mind. what what-
• 11/12: moved into Jesse's new place! First night. So much to clean and unpack! waaaaaa
• 11/13: Can't stop thinking about her, but don't want to be annoying. gaaaaaa
• 11/14: took the train downtown. walk in the rain. hung out at the book store for hours. saw some pretty awesome quotes! ; hope she gets well soon!
• 11/15: I am not sure how to do this. I think I will put everything on a letter and let the weight of the words stay on the pages... I really don't know. Give me a sign!
• 11/18: back home after a long long journey. So tired. Complicated but generally sad feelings. ; suddenly became worried of it. ; missing her. ; exhaustion...
• 11/19: got a hair cut and now looks like a villain. lol ; suddenly just want to be alone and just cry... feeling desperate and hopeless. I hope tomorrow will be better. I need to be more productive. I give myself this week to gather myself together.

They believe it because they have to... My data suggest that the best proof of someone existed is the memory of them after they are gone.

• 11/20: I realized why I feel so frustrated since I got back. I need to work on it, grow out of it. ; I think I know what I need to do. Let's do it! ; I hope I didn't ruin anything by putting that in the package.... stupid heart.
• 11/21: troubled. daaaa

Every life is a story waiting to be told.

• 11/22: I have 9995 sounds in my itune library! What!? I haven't heard most of them. Cool. ; miss her incredibly much.
• 11/23: quite sad that I can't be in her life. ; interesting day with Joyance. cool.
• 11/25: morning tea time. watched catching fire with mom. ; adjusting attitude towards life, me, and love.
• 11:27: I guess it's just creepy and inappropriate for me to love somebody. I wonder why...
• 11/29: There's something about "Queen"... ; :D