well, see, after making my "25 random things" list on facebook, i realized that they weren't exactly what i had on my mind.. but what i had on my mind i didnt want to share with all of my FB friends.. soo.

• I don't handle death well. Whether I know the person or not, just knowing that someone is mourning their loss makes me sob like a child. I went to a viewing today, I was crying and the person I was there to comfort was not. It was embarrassing.
• For whatever reason, I never feel completely safe at night in my house. I hear the slightest noise and my heart races.
• I've never seen most of the infamous movies that our generation prizes (i.e. Super Troopers, Old School, etc.) Do I care? Not really.
• I saw "He's just not that into you" this weekend. It might have changed my life & perspectives
• Believe it or not, I can be shy. Usually it happens if I'm intimidated by a person or its a gentleman I'm very attracted to
• I want/don't want to be a grown up.
• I have random freckles on my arms
• My skin is most likely my biggest insecurity
• I love quiet time
• When I don't do homework or study for a few days, I feel worthless and then stressed the days to follow
• I worry too much about grades and school
• I have a ridiculous rash under my arm right now.. It's disgusting
• Caffeine is my anti-drug. It's usually the reason I'm perky/awake :)
• I have great friendships, and also some really superficial ones.
• I genuinely appreciate chivalry. If a guy waits an extra second to hold the door for me, it instantly makes my day brighter
• I love going home--to think senior year I wanted to go as far away as possible.
• My mom is my best friend, but she frustrates me easily
• I like to be appreciated--I appreciate others, I like to get that back.
• The color yellow really does make me happy.
• I have perfectionist/OCD tendencies. It drives me crazy sometimes
• I try to be punctual, because I hate waiting on other people.. However, it's not uncommon for me to be 2 minutes late.
• ...
• I HATE ice. that is my least favorite aspect of winter. I always feel like I'm going to fall and lack control. I like to have control over whats going on around me.
• It's not unusual for me to nap in the clothes that I've been wearing all day.
• I think that couples walking together is one of the most beautiful things in the world.
• I sometimes really believe that the doctor's on Grey's and Private Practice are legit and could help me in case of emergency.
• I'm ridiculously stressed out right now. I'm working on it, but I feel like crying a lot.