• When you drive me around
• Padmasana by Buckethead
• Almost Famous
• Getting to know other people
• Phone calls at 2am
• Writing letters to no one
• Daydreaming
• Drawing
• NAU music camp
• Breaking imaginary hearts
• Reading a good book

• My father
• My siblings

- how self centered my siblings are - how helpless they act

• People who don't use the correct homonyms for things
• People who are close minded
• People who are elitist
• People who whistle
• People who are so ignorant it hurts
• People who fuck with my head
• Tara's Dad
• People who are selfish
• People who discriminate against other people
• Shitty attitudes
• My mother
• My situation
• When I let people get to know me, and they fuck me over

• our phone calls.
• breaking imaginary hearts.
• assigning a person to each month.
• both of my best friends.
• summer of '07.
• Nicole.
• profound talks with Reed.
• Reed.
• sleeping the day away.
• the abundance of strawberries in the fridge.
• our car rides.
• the way you treated me like a genuine person.
• how much of a character you were.
• the feeling october '07 gave me.
• how close we were.
• the fact that I never see you anymore.
• the fact that I hardly talk to you anymore.
• giving you Carmen pep talks (even though ...

• Tie-Dye t-shirts
• Have a dance party
• Have a movie marathon
• Play final fantasy
• Break imaginary hearts
• Go to mill

• take a trip across the u.s.
• live in iceland for one year
• learn icelandic
• go to coachella with nyk
• go on a trip to cali with nyk
• grow my own crops
• complete a novel
• get a novel published
• journey across europe
• go to india
• learn to play the guitar
• learn to sing (well)
• swim in a lake
• sleep in a field
• meet someone who will drastically change my life
• jump out of a plane
• see over ten of the national parks
• live in boston
• visit portland, oregon
• go to the desert to lie down and look at ...

• "How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl year after year."
• "Night after night she lay alone in bed. Her eyes so open to the dark. The streets all looked so strange. They seemed so far away, but Charlotte did not cry."
• "You said you would be my dream. I could have you every night, and if, by morning, I had forgotten you, well, no big deal, it would be all right 'cause you are the reoccurring kind."
• "We all want to be pure, but it isn't a very easy thing now, is it? To do."
• "But it all boils down to one quotable phrase: If you love something, give it away."
• "The stars are aligned, but they don't align for us. Excuse me for I am the ocean, and I will starve for you. Will you know how to stay brave? Such fragile moments ...

• german class
• elvis
• writing in abundance
• igby goes down
• afternoon naps

(unfinished)

• Candy
• The Fountain
• Almost Famous
• The Darjeeling Limited
• Garden State
• Kids
• Virgin Suicides
• Somersault
• White Oleander
• Requiem for a Dream
• American Beauty
• Eternal Sunshine
• Pan's Labyrinth
• Voice from a Distant Star
• Igby Goes Down

• Cowgirl in the Sand (Cover) - City and Colour
• Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd
• Padmasana - Buckethead
• Love Is - Mark Hofgard
• I Sing I Swim - Seabear
• Landlocked Blues - Bright Eyes
• Untitled 6 - Sigur Ros
• A Rush of Blood to the Head - Coldplay
• To Be Alone With You - Sufjan Stevens
• Maps - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
• Going to California - Led Zep
• Posion Oak - Bright Eyes
• Ordinary World - Duran Duran
• Lightness - Death Cab
• Amy in the White Coat - Bright Eyes
• It's In Your Blood - Lydia
• Mad World - Gary Jules
• That's the Way - Led Zep
• Past and the Pending - The Shins
• Andvari - Sigur Ros

• With You - Chris Brown
• Padmasana - Buckethead
• Two Headed Boy - Neutral Milk Hotel
• In The Aeroplane Over The Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
• In Your Eyes - Peter Gabriel
• I Sing I Swim - Seabear
• Abraham - Sufjan Stevens
• Untitled 6 - Sigur Ros