10: woke up this morning after 6 hrs of sleep after talking on the phone w JC for an hour and a half. had a coldsore on my face, died a little inside and took my meds. got another smaller coldsore at work. woman in a wheelchair came into the pharmacy and she was telling us about how she beat colon cancer to get kidney cancer that spread to her spine and broke it (why she's in a wheelchair), and how she lost her leg to an infection. told us about how she got stuck in the tub for 4 days and how it wasn't that bad bc there was water so she wouldn't die. she looked at greeting cards for a half hour and bought like 10. cooked my own food today. didn't taste bad, but didn't taste good.