• i'm kind and compassionate, but an EXTREMELY impatient person. the "tolerance" i've historically displayed for others was always more like fear, hesitance, and cowardice, gaslighting myself into thinking everything was fine and i had to deal with it, than true and genuine patience for others. as i've overcome a good chunk of my personal cowardice, my interactions with others have become marginally more contentious as i'm far more willing to speak my mind and refuse to take shit from others - but this is no concern of mine, since i'm willing to accept any cost for being a more courageous person, and it has, if anything, improved my standing with others by filtering out anyone who couldn't handle me not being a doormat + facilitating proper communication with those worthy.

• book dumb
• his own worst enemy
• innocently insensitive
• jade-colored glasses
• knight in sour armor
• ridiculous procrastinator
• sugar-and-ice personality
• the snark knight
• took a level in cynic
• wiki walk

red

• jerk with a heart of gold

orange

• book dumb
• class clown
• cloudcuckoolander
• cuckoosnarker
• curious as a monkey
• gadgeteer genius
• wide-eyed idealist
• mr. imagination
• padding the paper
• ridiculous procrastinator

yellow

• cool cat
• extreme doormat
• mellow fellow

green

i don't rly actively ID with much that i haven't listed in my bio, it's just kinda interesting to see how many fit me and how many i can rack up lol. slow-updating, will just add to this whenever it happens i run into something or get told about something

• orientation
  • "lesbian" - a woman (and/or applicable nb person) who is exclusively attracted to other women (and/or applicable nb people)
  • "venusic" - a nonbinary person who is exclusively attracted to women (and/or applicable nb people)
  • "sapphic/wlw" - any woman who is attracted to other women (may include applicable nb people)
  • "maedic/wlnb" - any woman who is attracted to nonbinary people

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very slow-updating, will just add to this when i can think of something or whenever i am reminded. everything goes here no matter how dumb it seems this is just a place to keep my thoughts organized. also, i am generally willing to discuss and even answer questions about these, but if you try to DEBATE ME, BRO!!!!1 i will shit down your neck. also since i'm USamerican a lot of these are gonna be from a USamerican context

• ABORTION
  • i am staunchly pro-choice and anti-prolife in every single circumstance, no restrictions. bodily autonomy ALWAYS supersedes the right to life.
  • this includes late-term abortion as well. nobody is out here getting those for shits and giggles, nearly all late-term abortions are due to medical emergency or lac...

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• annalaura_art
• bigskycastle
• catcrumb
• cherrybeez
• citruslucy
• entropicbias
• faunshiii
• figufigu
• fourleafisland
• goofbell
• gummygunk
• jack0ran
• jessenpaints
• Kajiunatwo
• kawaiimatiere
• kirvia
• koyamori
• kreckdeck
• kx0e
• leahgardnerart

• adjpngs
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• buddys-png-grocery-store
• catspngs
• corruptedromi
• cosmostickers
• free-png
• fukutumb1r
• goobersplat
• honeyymoony
• honeyrolls
• interweb-poster
• kindofa-bitch
• luvpngs
• moodboardpngs
• oceantoyz
• plushviscera
• plusie
• png-chaotin
• png-collector
• pngkatios

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• protagonist's bestie
• a very loving type of person whose dedication to another character (often the protagonist, but not always) drives much of their motivations and sometimes even much of the narrative itself
• in some instances, has few qualms about hurting others if it's for the sake of the object of their dedication
• often starts out as an upbeat, promising friend/supportive figure who descends into madness and picks a fight with the protagonist on account of their own issues (third act breakup type shit)
• WIDELY reviled/made fun of for making apparently stupid/immature/assholish decisions regardless of general popularity
• undeniably compassionate and generous, oftentimes underneath a rough exterior
• major anger issues, externalizes anger and frustration and also struggles with imp...

status: incomplete, there's a lot of logs i have to sort through to find when i recorded lots of dreams

• death by boiling water while being paralyzed from a fall after being unable to go through with self-electrocution for the sake of a potentially easier death (sometime around 2014 i think)
• attended some day camp where the kids would just get tortured all day and couldn't tell our parents in fear of retaliation (unknown time period, maybe around 2018...?)
• watched a small dog be incinerated then relentlessly harassed for daring to be upset about it (07/02/2023)
• guacamole piss (08/05/2023)
• death from ass impalement by gigantic evil shadow kiwi bird (12/18/2023)
• botched attempted partial euthanization (?????) (12/27/2023)

• "don't worry, madoka. if she tries to do anything, i'll punch her lights out!"
• "i guess we're just idiots. blissfully ignorant idiots. having a wish you'd trade your life for shouldn't be all that uncommon. i'm sure a lot of people in the world have a wish like that. so if we can't think of anything, then it must mean we haven't faced much misfortune. living such a sheltered life has made us ignorant. but why us... of all people? don't you think it's unfair? i'm sure there are other people who'd give anything for a chance like this."
• "hey, mami-san, does your wish have to be for yourself? like hypothetically... hypothetically, all right? say there was someone worse off than me. could i use my wish for them?"
• "why did it have to be kyosuke? my fingers work perfectly, but what good are they? why couldn't it have been me instead of ...