• kim jongin better known as kai.
• capricorn 940114
• exo main dancer, vocalist and rapper.

darling, you're different.

you're different when you make my heart jump out of my chest, like an agonised butterfly desperate to open its wings. you're different when i smile at the thought of you, the mere memory of your charming flaws bringing a happiness I did not know i had.

you're different when you keep your hand at my back during panic attacks, and you're different when you tell people about me. you're more different than every single soul i’ve ever met, and it amazes me how i'd spend the rest of my life trying to understand it.

you're different, to me. you're different in every level, so special it makes me ache to protect the little sparkle i found in your eyes. you're unique, and even though i know everyone is like that, i can't keep my eyes or my mind off you. you're a hard soul to understand, with a whole sea of difficulties between us, but i'm enchanted. i'm enchanted by the strangeness of your words, by the softness of your voice and by the sharpness of your face. i’m enchanted and that means i’d never give up.

you're so special. how did the universe came up with you?