• https://hollow-press.net/collections/lor...
• https://www.autostraddle.com/tag/zinesma...
• https://kitumi.com/
• https://altarwareclay.com/
• https://forestinkclothing.com/

• 08 . 15 . 26 ,, first ever fetish party.

the best. very special night actually, like shit and sparkles mixed together making a really shiny and big flower that is me today.

• 08 . 21 . 26 ,, first ever gf...omg...

im so nervous typing this. i cant believe it.

• 08 . 22 . 26 ,, first ever goth nite in new home city :-p
• 08 . 23 . 26 ,, our first *real* date ?

hellooo oooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

• 23, feb 5
• lady lover ^0^ !!!!!
• aquarius ✹ aries ☾ gemini ↟
• writer , artist , gamer , hobby collector :p

languages i kno ~

• english [native
• spanish [fluent
• japanese [beginner
• german [beginner

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• ur a catfish and im fishing for cat we are NOT the same

- soup

• All it takes is a white boy with a bitta swaz??

- jogey

• who surrounded me with apple bags in minecraft

- jogey

• tyler dont even talk abt a job 😒

- cass

• you have to be 35 to be pregnant[meant president]

- toppy

• world peach [meant peace]

- chochie

• date 1 :

go to the arcade, play a lot of games and win some good prizes maybe..., order whatever food we are in the mood for, then go home for drunk karaoke

• date 2 :

go to a nearby bakery before heading to the conservatory early. walk around and talk, then go to our class. afterwards, go look at the really old plants before we leave and either eat at a restaurant or eat her yum food. end the day with a good movie or show

• date 3 :

go really early to the library and spend all day there and then afterwards visit an event , hopefully one with dancing and loud music involved. idk if this is a date i just really wanna do it together

• save up $2000 minimum
• go to trade school
• buy more heels/clothes/accessories. FASHION!
• become more acquainted with the goth & sapphic scene @ home
• fill up half of my journal
• become literate in another language
• become the next edgar allan poe

• The Ugly Stepsisters [9/10]disgusting and beautiful.
• Superman [10/10] awesome...really awesome.
• Crimson Peak [8/10] beautiful, but i hated the ending...
• Midsommar [10/10] fav movie
• Don't Look Up [5/10] decent but i didn't rly care for it
• Coraline [100/10] best movie ever...
• Rocky Horror Picture Show [10000000+/10] NEW FAVORITE MOVIE.
• Black Swan ... pretty good

• own an exotic pet. although, do pigs count? cus i would totally keep one. or maybe a rat or spider as well since i believe they also count as exotic. but, like, a sugar glider? no.
• wear skinny jeans again
• play valorant
• listen to chappel roan willingly
• go cave-diving unless it's with a stunner that wants to make out in one. then OK.
• murder a lady. men, maybe.
• do coke. or meth. or heroine.
• kill a bug. even flies.
• go hunting for that matter
• go paragliding in D.C then land on top of the white house and commit a heinous crime just on top for the entire country to see
• download spyware again...maybe
• allow someone to walk all over me

• unholy with eyes like wolves

• mascara
• eyeliner
• socks
• mehron makeup
• new mouse
• new mousepad
• agenda

• take care of spiders
• live off the land
• be published successfully
• disappear

gosh i wanna be a cultured moviehead, but i just never kno what to watch. so here's a list of things i MUST watch!

• Persepolis
• Not Without My Daughter
• The Prestige
• Memento
• Primer
• Jacob's Ladder
• Being John Malkovich
• Brazil
• Mulholland Dr.
• The Substance
• Fight Club
• The Sixth Sense
• Gone Girl
• Midsommar [i just wanna see it again]
• Black Metal Veins

• Hill of Crosses, Lithuania
• Kutna Hora, Czechia. Bone Church
• Niš, Serbia. The Skull Tower of Nis
• Tokyo, Japan
• Venice, Italy

• my last semester has begun
• got to meet a few cool people
• first ever live music event ?!
• got a bunch of new jewelry

• Metamorphosis