to remember the good things that happened in the worst years of my life. to remember there's light even on the darkest moments, you only have to find it. to stop feeling like the past 5 years were all wasted.

2015

• 2 years with the love of my life ♡
• donated my hair for the first time
• started to listen to kpop
• made a lot of friends because of kpop
• got in a kpop dance group
• kyuhyun and b.a.p ♡
• met yellow ♡

2016

• 3 years with the love of my life ♡
• became closer with yellow
• monsta x - became a monbebe ♡
• s.i.x
• met uniq and yixuan noticed me
• isakegi
• met red ♡
• mystic messenger

2017

• 4 years with the love of my life ♡
• started using last.fm
• moving to bilac
• having my own bedroom after 20 years!
• met blue ♡
• starry night ♡
• having the kind of friendship i always dreamed of
• started using listography

2018

• 5 years with the love of my life ♡
• this crazy connection between monsta x, me and yellow
• birthday present from shalyllen
• monsta x concert with yellow ♡
• got really close with monsta x and got and exclusive goodbye from them ♡
• passed in two contests - even if they didn't call
• talking with lucas again after almost 5 years like nothing happended

2019

• 6 years with the love of my life ♡
• starry together for the first time ♡
• donated my hair again
• nami ♡
• last year of college
• got my monograph approved
• got my first tattoo
• got my nose piercing
• saw monsta x for the second time and minhyuk noticed me ♡
• having a lot of opportunities to make my own money for the first time
• talking with isa again after 2 years ♡
• XIII tattoo with yellow ♡