• Stop talking to people. Just STOP trying to engage in conversation. No good ever comes from you talking. Really, there's no point. NO ONE gets it.
• You have GOT to move! NO privacy here. No love here.
• Love Lessons
  • #1: If a guy you like tells you that he actually likes your 43-year-old tits, whether he truly means it or not, dont analyze WHY he's saying, dont roll your eyes and look at him like he's stupid, just say thank you...and then STOP TALKING.
• do the things you really believe in cuz when you do, your life goes much smoother.
• just BEGIN! Spring will be here before you know it. Life goes by so fast.

Forget about EP - he doesn't give a shit about you any more than D did; EP's just nicer about it.

• no acknowledgement of your bday for 2 yrs
• no acknowledgement of new year's for 2 yrs
• never has time for you yet he seems to have all the time in the world to go to concerts and shit; time for Crazy McNutty and the Tired Piece of Ass girls, girls I might add he claims to not even like. Even allowed Crazy McNutty to skulk around again and COME OVER (and you know they had sex) but yet he "doesn't like her".
• no acknowedgement to the time I started crying when we were on the fone to Alison and he said he kissed that girl in STL.
• no acknowledgement to while driving back to Effingham after office xmas party when I cried about Crazy McNutty.
• when you care about someone, you dont go for a fucking year w/o seeing them.