6/12 (Sat) - $ store-saw D w/kid "ya hafta unlock yer door", ignore, blind rage, off to TH, call Alison talk think she's sick of me too, mall, Garfield's is the new Denny's, kid h/c, Macy's 2 shirts for kid, toysrus nothing, HL nothing, home, fucked around on pc, nothing nothing, mope, bed. 6/13 (Sun) - 8am, vitamins, bed, DQ, mope, bed a little, pc, PH (wings suck), pc, no sleep 6/14 (Mon) - trash out, kid up early, car to J&K (water pump, warr.), coffee, Subway lunch, daycare, home, t-storms, no dcfs, bed. 6/15 (Tues) - work, t-storms, no dcfs, HATE my sony phone (new contacts gone), nap, bed. 6/16 (Wed) - work, sunny days are extremely overrated, D on motorcycle?, straight to TH, dodge dcfs, HL (brooklyn bridge, central park), WM crap, BK, home, tired, only prolonging the inevitable, miserable beyond belief. 6/17 (Thurs) - sos 6/18 (Fri) - sos. passed D on bike headed towards G'up (probly goin to p/u his whore tho i have no idea where she lives), it stared at my hanging splash guard, sulked. 7/16 (Fri) - Ray Buechler at Minton's Black Belt Academy IS Raymond Buechler. He's on FB. 12/14 (Tues) - EP called back...finally. I think he's seeing someone. I miss the old Philly so much. He was so nice me and seemed so interested in me. 12/18 (Sat) - Went to office Xmas party w/EP. Had a good time. Had sex. 12/31 (Fri) - Just me & kid for NYE. Saw Jeff at WM in Marshall. He seems better. happy. Txted EP a forward Kjo sent me. No response of course. Probly w/Crazy McNutty or one of the other wives. I REALLY wanted to ask EP to come over tonight but didnt cuz 1) he'd say no, probly had other plans w/whoever and 2) place looks worse than it ever has. My resolution for 2011 SHOULD BE to give on EP and any other man and get my shit together.