- 19.8: marga, dramatic makeup, palitos con dulce de leche, the head and the heart, tomboy in camo and no makeup
- 20.8: life of kylie, thought about scissoring with sole, rode my bike, uruguayan dulce de leche
- 21.8: old crushes, shopping for chocolate, never betray me again, i knew this would be love by imaginary future ♡, dreamt of girls all night long
- 22.8: praying, pelagea, and i hope hopeless changes over time, self-love heals all wounds, a girl thinks i'm beautiful
- 23. 8: god misses my heart, lucía villanueva, i need more water, girls are complicated, napping peacefully to pelagea
- 24.8: 62 minute long phonecall ♡, sole thinks i'm pretty, dreamy veggie burger, i can't wait for your crimes of passion, long peaceful night ahead
- 25.8: yo sé que tienes un nuevo amor, most beautiful class ever, i can only fall asleep when i think of kissing you, crying over the telephone, i have a girlfriend
- 26.8: sleepover, babygirl all up against a wall, grinding with boys in clubs, whiscola, vodka and chips for breakfast, horny schoolgirl
- 27.8: panchonada, just a little bit of your heart by ariana grande, "you're the life of the party", riptide, matching flower headbands ♡
- 28. 9: the prettiest day with the sweetest girl ♡, her... in my bed (she almost missed the bus 'cause i kept kissing her), lying in my bed looking at gigi hadid on my wall and feeling okay, yummy red velvet cake, bought a mag with kylie on the cover
- 29. 8: oceans by seafret, mothers and sisters and girls oh my!, my psychoatrist complimented my outfit + accesories, our time together is forever in my heart (relationships are work!), made a friend who likes xtina and fifth harmony
- 30.8: ''nada, te llamé para decirte que te quiero'', american pie, "yo soy diferente verdad?", sam charlie and patrick from perks of being a wallflower ♡, phonography
- 31.8: sandwich de milanesa y chocolate, hora de aventura after sex, lap cuddles, i'm not unfaithful but i'll stray, quiet , yeah... but it's the beautiful kind of quiet
- 1.9: torta marmolada for two, budín inglés de ensueño, touching myself to angsty tegan and sara songs, phonography and sleep, feeling of independence
- 2.9: happy happy happy night forever in my heart, sober and cute vs drinking and gyrating, dancing with three boys, felt beautiful and loved, rachy and i putting on fake lashes
- 3.9: pizza and gossip for breakfast, the last ep of game of thrones was perfection ♡, slept all day beautifully and woke up with kisses around my mouth from my dreams,maybe it's okay being a certain way, talking about gay porn inmediately after a crisis
- 4.9: happy to have people to fantasize furiously about ♡ ( i had that dream a 1000 times ), servicios: tortas, cuadros y clases de danza, sole wrote again, stopped a crisis... sis called me, read my science textbook and understood everything!!
- 8.9: walked to class and felt marvelously okay, ootd was camo tshirt, tight black pants and dirty white converse, danced to walk the moon, had drinks in class and made banana nut muffins, listened to my audrey jensen playlist (bex taylor is mad cute) n talked to my sister and her bf lol ♡
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- 10. 9: mom gave me maracujá mousse, a cute book and handcream, mom helped me make my bed, i ate good delicious things (pancho + roquefort pizza, cookie mcflurry and pocky for which i am so thankful, mom told me i will be cured someday <3, held my daenerys keychain and it ended okay (the crisis), asmr darling did a 4hr long video for 1mil subscribers ♡... it rained and hailed a lot because of the hurricane
- 11.9: finished everything by 10pm, my sister told me things went well in her first day of work <3, my gf and i are gonna cosplay as marceline and princess bubblegum!!, got everything cleaned up in time and then had the cutest dinner,
- 12.9: bought a pink wig, talked to a friend about manga and video games, good bus ride good sweet taste of independence, i can put my hair up in pigtails again ♡, felt inmmensely cute >:)
- 13.9: did the same things but did not feel the same pain i always do, thankful for my sister, my girlfriend, my cousin, my mom, rachy, my pikachu, jennie and a new friend i made last week <3, shared a bit of time w/ my mom, tio by zayn, annabelle with my gf and friends by ed sheeran
- 14.9: cofler rocklets + kit kat + snickers, video show, sleep well beast by the national, beautiful day ♡ (manga manu mom my girl pelagea elliot wake sinbandera dancing rachyyyy <3 outfit), i found somebody who loves me?
- 15.9: anxiety is death but asimov is kind of cool, thoromon and siferra ♡, nico earned points,
- 16.9: the most beautiful saturday ♡ , had pizza + ice cream (x2), plaza, centro paraguayo, playground swings (felt so happy)
- 17.9: feria de la frutilla en areguá ♡, played super smash bros, bpd fucked me up
- 18.9: best sesh w/ gf yet ♡-♡, woke up dying but got better, noche de febrero, talks hugs kisses orgasms peanut butter chocolate ice cream, noche de febrero by acho laterza
- 19.9: the posession & oculus, croque monsieur, strawberry liquor,
- 20.9: good bus ride from luque to home, teary convo with my little sis, felt good just before bed like always
- 21.9: started another asimov, semi good day of food, lots of stress and anxiety punctuated by my mom who stayed till I fell asleep,
- 22.9: woke up at 7pm to study, did six meals rly well plus gym!!! ♡-♡, cooked and even made juice o.o, I like, like-like my gf
- 24.9: omg!!!! fashion show /mariano ♡♡, clothes and models were so pretty I cry, cheeseburger, selfies, gummies, fantasizing over guys
- 25.9: "I wish you every thing you ever wanted in your life, this tastes so bittersweet it's like I'm going under", sad over everything, bad liar by selena gomez at the gym, I don't want to be a girl some days..., music rly saves u
- 26.9: not a dreamy day but I did spend it dreaming, cute boy at the gym, watched picture this on tv, only three meals and I wasn't so hungry, boys are so ♡__♡
- 27.9: no lo puedo explicar, beating ppl at the gym, boy (not cute but funny) talks to me about having kids, was pretty at the gym for nothing!! cute boy didn't even show up, effy stonem playlist made me feel things
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- 1.10: evil dead, cocido con galletita y bombón, rachy is super cute,
- 2.10: nutella and honey-covered waffle, sad over my younger cousin, binging and i'm sad, noel's mom made gu
- 3.10: enchanté (carine) [ft. axl jack] - fergie, new rules by dua lipa, boy said nice sweet lovely things to me, cute boy at the gym again, heartbreak feels good
- 4.10: cried over sole after two months..., I felt so scared and happy back then, trust by flume, light my candle by rent while my mom tells me about how i'm young and love comes many times, lies by hillary duff, thought about luckyiminlovewithagron, felt so many things alone in my dark room like I was a child listening to los campesinos! again, despite what my family says I really did love you especially when I saw that picture of you as a child and felt my chest constrict
- 5.10: full of pretty inspiring things, second day bingeless, young by the chainsmokers, boring day, homely and cute
- 6.10: someday i'll have a wife and she will be so beautiful, people randomly smiling at you ♡, binge, read a litlle bit of tonight the streets are ours, baked cupcakes
- 7.10: people think I'm beautiful and or have beautiful things about myself but they are not the world and the world is not inside me because of them, cute leopard print nails while reading high class and trying lomito + mixto, danced and it was so beautiful, a straight boy asked for my number, pijama party and cuddles are good but anxiety gets in the way... pizza and even my sister's boyfriend came
- 8.10: it, rained a lot so noel and rachy stayed, lucifer, pablo vittar, hoverboard
- 9.10: a boy talks to me like the boys in my contemporary young adult fiction books, felt like listening to the beatles, love is possible, I might make it, people have come together conspirationally to tell me i'm beautiful
- 10.10: rubén makes me happy, listened to one night only before going to sleep, say you don't want it came out only 7 years ago, talked to marga about oreo ice cream pops, made pastafrola for a boy ♡
- 11.9: mi vida, he told me his heart stopped when he saw my outfit plus he really loved my ponytails, los buscadores
- 13.9: binged sadly, broke my sister's best friend's heart, ran listening to ángel by belinda, my boyfriend misses me when i'm gone for a few hours
- 14.9: sadness at night is so beautiful, watched bates motel and it was goood, kissed my boyfriend all day long, mom cried of happiness on my behalf, super bad case of the hickeys (lying down under him...)
- 15.9: budín inglés, girl in pieces, she can't get over me, rubén loves me, will make arroz kesu
- 16.9: sex stuff, i'm so in love, felt like a goddess under your hands, wore a black flowery top + joggings + maroon zip up hoodie, felt all loved up
- 17.9: taylor swift, unicorns flowers butterflies and cupcakes, anxiety, gym, rubén
- 18.9: desearás, it's hard to understand but just the touch of your hand can start me crying, beautiful moments, heat of the moment, just a touch of your love is enough to knock me off of my feet all week
- 19.9: crying over girls in skintight dresses, need more makeup and more clothes, anxiety over my boyfriend who loves me so beautifully, the x factor alone at night, can't stop looking at pictures of us
- 20.9: first time, teengirl problems finally, went to burger king and cozied up, very anxious but all will be calm eventually, felt secure and not unafraid to be intimate
- 21.9: rainy and inside joking about things with my bf, i got braids <3, made dessert, there are people being normal and happy and that makes me feel normal and happy too <3, one day you will atop wanting to hurt yourself
- 22.9: managed to somehow make dumb quick memories with my siblings, shared pictures with anita and ile, had lunch with my mom and my boyfriend, love all round which is good, the walking dead and pizza
- 23.9 every day with you is a promise i want to keep to myself, adri listened to me and my work related anxieties, bought cute shorts, ootd was white + pink tank top plus camo leggings and i felt cute plus i controlled myself around food, asking around bakeries <3 also i want to cry over only you by selena gomez and anita was geniunely happy i asked about her day. kept up with fairychar, the chew, nikocado who noticed me =), gwen and wendy and gina carla plus camila
- 24.9: started the day with halsey - bad at love, marina saved me, tf when your boyfriend doesn’t text for a few hours so u remember all the good things in life like house hunters and cooling shows, art saves you so i tried to fill my day with, spare poems about a boy who gets in my bed and under my skin, hung my unicorn lights <3, my currículum is ready bitchh, RUBÉN PERO CON MAYÚSCULA
- 25.9: geotormenta, la vienesa con postre gratis, hermoso día, rainy and i was kissed, alone together
- 26.9: left my cv while it rained, artsy on the inside, good people leaving me good nice things on social media, very cute and kawaii on the inside, studied bakery and had 3 meals skipped dinner
- 3.11: talked with my bf, made bread and had a nice class, exercised like a vs angel, raincoats by shy martin and timeflies
aug 21 2017 ∞
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