ryan ross/spencer smith

• An episode of sparrows : nr / Wherein it is suggested that panic didn't manage to write an album up in the cabin because they were a little distracted by their drummer turning into a duck
• Come Down Hard : nc-17 / Sort of a sex pollen story
• If You're Happy - And You Know It : pg / Ryan is happy. Spencer is suspicious.
• It's All Fun and Games Until Somebody Gets Buried Alive : pg-13 / In which Ryan and Spencer are idiots, their friends are devious, everybody has bad ideas and nobody turns into Batman.
• See You When I See You : nc-17 / It's been thirty days, and Ryan is waiting in the airport. He doesn't know what flight Spencer is on, doesn't even know where Spencer is coming from, but he's not worried. He's got his phone turned on so if Spencer doesn't find him at least he has a way to get in touch. Ryan can hear it already: Ryan, jesusfuck, my bag weighs a ton, you lazy bastard. Come get me.
• wore out the soles of my travelin' shoes : nr / It's the longest they've been apart in more than twenty years.
• I Was Gonna Keep My Mouth Shut : nc-17 / Ryan should really stop texting people when he's stoned.
• No One Will Be Watching Us : m / Spencer and Ryan are in the back of a van. Things happen.
• Drabbles : pg
• The Second Circle : nc-17 / warnings - Consensual BDSM including: breathplay, bondage, physical domination, knifeplay, use of sex toys. Mentions of rape, child abuse, underaged sex, and extremely violent murder. Minor self-harm. Trauma-triggered amnesia. Drug use and addiction. Attempted rape. Attempted murder. Snuff films (recreation of rape, torture, and murder for voyeuristic purposes). Discussions of STDs (esp. HIV). Stalking. Justifiable homicide.
• A Passport To Follow You Home : pg / Spencer travels the world, Ryan follows him around. (mostly gen)
• Silent Rain Drops Fell : pg / Rain storms usually made Spencer nervous. Rain storms made the roads wet and his mother too paranoid to let him out with the car. Therefore, rain storms meant he couldn't get to Ryan if he needed to, and that always made Spencer nervous.
• The Safest Place To Hide : nc-17 / See, Ryan doesn't really like basketball games. Or really any kind of live sporting event. He's more than happy to sit in the back lounge with Jon and let a Bulls game play in the background as long as he can sit curled up with a notebook and write. Live games though, you usually have to pay attention to those. So... not his thing. The catch is, Spencer kinda is his thing.
• I Don't Know How : nr / "Ryan just felt shaky, like maybe his bones were attempting to escape. He was so nervous. So, so nervous."
• Wolves Howl in the Hills : m / The window in Spencer's room is never closed.
• Lost/Lost/Found : pg-13 / In which Ryan moves to North Carolina, loses his best friend, goes to college, gains new friends, grows up, and finds his best friend again.
• Darkness Lad Me Home : m / Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
• Temper : pg-13 / It had become a game over the years, making candy to fit different people, summing up what he loved about them in sugar and chocolate.
• Dark Blue : pg / Ryan's a dork
• Three times Spencer makes Ryan Cry
• Read through five
• sleepy sex
• Frottage at a MCR concert
• Pretty in Plaid : nc-17 / Crossdressing porn
• Fall on Your Knees : nc-17
• Just Like an Infomercial : nc-17
• since you asked so nicely : nc-17 / random bandom genderswap femslash
• white on white : r / fallen angel
• Venti Vanilla Latte : pg / Spencer can tell exactly what kind of mood Ryan is in based on what coffee he drinks.
• * You make me feel so : r / The post-divorce Spencer/Ryan fic of my heart, full of some of my favorite fanon.