• The Song of Fire And Ice
  • A Common Secret
may 9 2010 ∞
may 9 2010 +
jan 11 2008 ∞
jan 11 2008 +
  • "Pain is also unshareable in that it is resistant to language ... All our interior states of consciousness: emotional, perceptual, cognitive and somatic can be described as having an object in the external world ... This affirms our capacity to move beyond the boundaries of our body into the external, sharable world. This is the space in which we interact and communicate with our environment. But when we explore the interior state of physical pain we find that there is no object "out there"—no external, referential content. Pain is not of, or for, anything. Pain is. And it draws us away from the space of interaction, the sharable world, inwards. It draws us into the boundaries of our body."

-Shirley Spitz

  • "A man can be happy with any woman as lon...
jan 4 2008 ∞
apr 4 2008 +
  • Oh my god, oh my sweet and merciful.

Can I just drop out of school and become a housewife, so I never have to worry about achieving anything or losing any hope? Can I just marry a Muslim man and swear to Allah and wear a burka? Can I just have my face and body covered with black cloth so I won't ever, ever feel self-conscious again? And just my eyes will show, and that's the only thing men compliment anyway. And be grateful down to my fingertips that rape doesn't necessarily include love but he is my husband, he is my husband, he is my husband. And my body is dirty and Eve was temptation so I am rightfully, so rightfully, hidden away from eyes of weak men. And can I just be forbidden to speak my mind, just so there is no confusion and nobody can call me a strange idiot, and I'll just write all my thoughts down in the sand and wait for a merciful...

dec 30 2007 ∞
jan 1 2008 +

Drink for 7 days.

  • 60oz distilled water
  • 1 tablespoon sugar-free cranberry juice
  • 2 tablespoons lemon juice
  • 1 dandelion root tea bag
dec 26 2007 ∞
dec 26 2007 +
  • Isabelle
  • Anni
  • Eloisa
  • Carolina
  • Matilda
  • (Madeleine)
  • Noelle
  • Lisette
  • Magdalena
  • Annalise
  • Annette
jan 14 2008 ∞
jan 28 2008 +
jan 10 2008 ∞
jan 10 2008 +
  • do 5 min all-over stretch every morning
  • jog and do Turbo Jam, switch it up (6x week)
  • more protein and veggies
  • NO fried foods, NO chips
jan 1 2008 ∞
jan 4 2008 +
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  • no drugs, drinking, gambling
  • no wandering eye
  • honesty
  • will compliment me, but doesn't need to overdo it
  • accepts my quirks (like the fact that I freak out often)
  • lots of patience
  • can make me genuinely laugh
  • not cocky
  • wants a family and children
  • shows affection softly, gently
  • goes to hug and kiss first
  • has a life plan
  • self-motivated
  • warm personality, likes people
  • has friends
  • not too overweight
  • no piercings besides ears
  • open to the practices of my culture
  • accepts my spirituality without condescen...
dec 26 2007 ∞
dec 27 2007 +
  • It is a great time-saver to be out of your mind. Decisions are reached quickly, choices are activated rapidly, because your soul creates out of present experience only, without review, analysis, and criticism of past encounters.
  • Remember this: the soul creates, the mind reacts.
  • The soul intuitively seeks the perfect circumstance and situation now needed to heal wrong thought and bring you the rightful experience of Who You Really Are.
  • Your soul understands what the mind cannot conceive.
  • If you spend your time trying to figure out what's "best" for you, your choices will be cautious, your decisions will take forever, and your journey will be launched on a sea of expectations.

If you are not careful, you will drown in your expectations.

feb 4 2008 ∞
feb 4 2008 +
jan 10 2008 ∞
jan 10 2008 +
  • pick up drawings from Sketchy gallery!!!
  • get U-PASS on Friday, 25th
  • figure out which books you need to get on Amazon.com
jan 1 2008 ∞
jan 8 2008 +
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  • Let's not be in a room alone:

scratching hands and legs in an attempt to break off pieces of our own simple body stone. Let us surround ourselves with others, showering sparkling drops around the room without soaking each other. -- diane wakoski

  • Andrew Bird

being alone it can be quite romantic like jacques cousteau underneath the atlantic a fantastic voyage to parts unknown going to depths where the sun’s never shone and i fascinate myself when i’m alone i’m rambling on rather self consciously while i’m stirring these condiments into my tea and i think i’m so lame i bet i think this song’s about me don’t i don’t i don’t i ? i’m in a lull

dec 30 2007 ∞
dec 30 2007 +