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gender is a fuck

⇢ with rachie: she/her

⇢ with leonardo: he/him

⇢ with either: e/eir/eir/eirs/eirself --- end/end/ends/ends/endself

ill be real with u i kinda hate they/them pronouns for myself

okay so like. for the first bit of my life i was hyper feminine and loved it. but at some point - maybe about 6th grade - i started rejecting my femininity. i hated the color pink. i hated dressing girly. i hated girly people. in that time, i briefly became super androgynous and identified as agender, which felt both right but also not. only a few years ago, my love for femininity came back full force. i love pink and feminine things now. i love dressing super girly. i love presenting girly.

but now i'm i guess confused? i don't hate being referred to as a male at all. like i guess i do id more with being a girl but i don't hate when i'm referred to as a dude. i don't know why.

basically i don't know what my gender identity is. what i do know is that i'm more aligned with femininity. i don't want to call myself nonbinary. that doesn't feel right i don't think. so for the time being, i guess i'll keep calling myself a girl, but i don't mind if people call me a boy.

i've always identified with the name leonardo. so i'm bringing it back i guess lol. feel free to refer to me as either rachie with she/her and other feminine terms or as leo/leonardo with he/him and other masculine terms. or either with they/them. just don't mix em up i guess lol. thanks <3

jul 21 2020 ∞
mar 27 2021 +