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Maybe you'll fall in love with me all over again. Hell, I said, I love you enough now. What do you want to do? Ruin me? Yes. I want to ruin you. Good, I said. That's what I want too. When you love you wish to do things for. You wish to sacrifice for. You wish to serve. God knows I had not wanted to fall in love with her. I had not wanted to fall in love with any one. And you'll always love me won't you? Yes. And the rain won't make any difference? No. I'm not unfaithful, darling. I've plenty of faults but I'm very faithful. You'll be sick of me I'll be so faithful. Love is just another dirty lie. Love is ergoapiol pills to make me come around because you were afraid to have a baby. Love is quinine and quinine and quinine until I'm deaf with it. Love is that dirty aborting horror that you took me to. Love is my insides all messed up. It's half catheters and half whirling douches. I know a... jan 14 2016 ∞
jan 14 2016 + Some lose all mind and become soul, insane. Some lose all soul and become mind, intellectual. Some lose both and become accepted. The flesh covers the bone and they put a mind in there and sometimes a soul, and the women break vases against the walls and the men drink too much and nobody finds the one but keep looking, crawling in and out of beds. Flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh. My dear, Find what you love and let it kill you. Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness. Let it kill you and let it devour your remains. For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but it’s much better to be killed by a lover. She's mad, but she's magic. There's no lie in her fire. Sometimes when everything seems at it wor... jan 19 2015 ∞
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