"if i were [...], i would be [...]"

• a body part : the ear
• a part of a tree : the trunk
• a flower : baby's breath
• a color : beige
• an astronomical object : star
• a greek deity : eos
• a kind of weather : overcast
• a day of the week : friday
• a scent : petrichor
• an ice cream flavor : cookies and cream
• a season : autumn
• a book : the song of achilles by madeline miller
• a movie : dead poets society (1989) dir. peter weir
• a place : empty concert hall
• a sound : flipping pages
• an emotion : saudade
• a verb : to caress
• an object : old film
• a taylor swift song : this is me trying

“don’t lose yourself all the while. i want you to never think you're alone.” —lee heeseung

• nao
• 20, they/them only
• scorpio sun sagittarius moon virgo rising scorpio venus
• sifetine 2w3 296
• non-binary birodemi
• englit major student

• eleven random things i like
  • making playlists, watching fancams, reading fanfictions, wearing earphone, torabika creamy latte, having midnight snacks, drinking coffee, banana milk, making fakechats, chitato lite sour cream onion, my photocards (heeseung hoodie!)
• ten great books
  • all the bright places by jennifer niven, the song of achilles by madeline miller, if we were villains by m. l. rio, the seven husbands of evelyn hugo by taylor jenkins reid, the blood of olympus by rick riordan, better than the movies by lynn painter, nowhere boy by katherine marsh, orbiting jupiter by gary d. schmidt, amal unbound by aisha saeed, the titan's curse by rick riordan
• nine personality traits
  • sentimental, compassionate, gentle, dependable, broadminded, nurturing, warm, loyal, appreciative
• eight food i love to have
  • sate padang, roti keju, mie instant, kentang balado, cheeseburger, udang goreng, kwetiau basah, risoles

• mbems
  • jay, ella, naya, ibel, valy, gege, rara and whatever the hell is going on between us
• books
  • a fan of dark academia and middle-grade books! my favorite series are riordanverse series by rick riordan
• kpop
  • casually listen to a fair number of kpop groups but recently i have been a big enthusiast of enhypen and aespa
• bands/singers
  • i have an unhealthy obsession to 5sos, the neighbourhood, arctic monkeys, fall out boy, all time low, the weeknd, taylor swift, mitski, and keshi but i do listen to many other artists too
• ghibli and disney movies
  • my favorites are whisper of the heart (1995) and big hero 6 (2014)

writings

• lost stars for jibeom
• heeseung, my wildflower
• a promise to my heeseung
• love scent with heeseung

edits

• bimbang ft jibeom & joochan
• disconnected ft bomin
• paris in the rain ft heeseung
• wildflower ft heeseung
• jump then fall ft heeseung
• teeth ft jay
• paris in the rain ft heeseung ii