[01] the pretty words you left behind become a poem, become a song. our voices are flying, we know it'll reach you wherever you are. if a star vanishes will everything be forgotten? i'm holding the precious you in my arms, i want to fill the pages of this story that isn't over yet until the very end. may 25, 2008 boys shining brightly like green waves of spring, that time will spread and flow forever.

[02] the sunlight shined on us brightly, a single tear was high above in the sky. my friends comfort me, i don't think i'm sad. as much as i loved you deeply i have no choice but to continue to love you. after a long dawn as if i've been painting you all night, the shining stars hold out their hands toward you. you've always filled up my days so naturally, my days have resembled you. some day i'll gather my heart for you and tell you everything. everything your hands touched the bright shine of the sun is now the gleam of sunset, when darkness comes i'll find the you who has become a star. i'm gonna be your light so don't hurt anymore, i will live for you, for us. i will write the pages you couldn't finish, fill in all the empty paintings, rewind the extinguishing candlelight in my memory remind. us the black and white on the light of my eternity. remaining becoming my light, you're always together with me just like a shadow. how can i forget your impossible existence? i just don't like the dimming of the scene inside my memory. you are still next to me, stay by my side for the rest of my life, without a sound and lastly goodbye, my life that's for you. i know that one side of my heart is turning its back, on tomorrow and wishes to run however what's left of the meaning of life for me, i will make it so that you can find the you that you didn't know too. every day i’m getting familiar.. starting with a day called “you” and all of a sudden everything’s just fine. my life has been searching like i was wandering around all those times, for the “now” the belief that the reason of my existence is you. your love brought a better breeze than the sky, your love understood my heart even more generously than the sea, so how lucky am i? to the unique person who always appears in my mind, the person who becomes my strength because i have it in my everyday life, the person who i love the most in this world, please be happy even more than me. the breathing that resembles to mine... the moment we fall asleep to each other, i can feel what eternity is like. adjusting my heart that is all worn out, two eyes that match.. you are the dream that heals me everyday, so how lucky am i? thank you so much for loving me till now and also, for cherishing me.. i was so lucky to meet you. i talk and make a promise to the sky that no matter how difficult the road gets i will continue walking. if i stand on the road we walked together again, the memories of our five overlapping hands and tears are so clear, i don't want to forget and i cannot forget. you are the red line to me, the darkening sunlight. i seek for you inside the casted shadow, the shining life. [03] i wish words could be enough to express my love for you. i just love you like you're the air i breathe, i love you as you've become an extra necessary organ in my body. all my happiness belongs to these five boys i love. you guys taught me what true love is and now i know that no matter what the future holds it's this love that makes me even stronger. i won't ever forget the beautiful memories you've made through all this time. i swear on the stars that fall from your eyes, i'll be with you forever.