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17, August 2

• diagnosed mdd + gad + social anxiety.
• suspected PTSD, "high risk for having a disorder similar to bipolar disorder."
• self diagnosed BPD , possibly autism or other neurological disorder.

'Before You Interact' - these are just important notices. It does not mean you should excuse my actions if they are hurtful/offensive/etc. In any situation where I've done something to make you feel upset, please tell me! I am open to communication, I want to change and grow.

• I am critical of all of my interests. I am aware some of the things I like are problematic.
• I self diagnose based on actual research and criteria met for disorders. I am aware I could be wrong about my self diagnosis; if you don't like it that's your own problem.
• I struggle with identity, and often believe I'm certain characters, though I recognize it is a false belief.
• I'm terrible with social cues. I may not understand 'mean jokes' or sarcasm, use tone tags with me please.

I generally don't care who interacts with me, so this list will be fairly short. Do Not Interact If:

• You kin or theme your profile around any of the characters in the "me" category (my son and husband don't apply to this)
• You think people self diagnosing is something inherently bad
• You treat headcanons as if they are fact / ignore canon information for the sake of your headcanon (unless you are just making a joke)
• You're Racist / Homophobic / Ableist / etc

this is "me in media" - I believe I am them, and they are me.

• Ame-Chan/K-Angel - Needy Streamer Overload
• Geto Suguru - Jujutsu Kaisen
• Haruka Sakurai - MILGRAM
• Jinx - Arcane
• Kieran - Pokemon
• Mafuyu Asahina - Project Sekai
• Mikoto Kayano - MILGRAM
• Sparkle - Honkai Star Rail
• Wanderer/Scaramouche - Genshin Impact

- note: I do not believe these are "delusional attachments" . I am aware they are not the "real me" , but I still struggle to distinguish them from myself.

high kins

• Furina - Genshin Impact
• Kim Dokja - Omniscient Reader's ViewPoint
• Lain Iwakura - Serial Experiments Lain
• Layla - Genshin Impact
• Mahiru Shiina - MILGRAM
• Phos - HNK/LOTL
• Shigeo Kageyama "Mob" - Mob Psycho 100
• Sunny - OMORI
• Tsugino Haru - ZENO
• Xiao - Genshin Impact

medium kins

• Akechi Goro - Persona 5
• Chae Yul - Secret Alliance
• Cherie - Cherry Crush
• Denji - Chainsaw Man
• Freminet - Genshin Impact
• HuoHuo - Honkai Star Rail
• Kaveh - Genshin Impact

songs I relate to (will be updated infrequently);

Youtube

• https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLfdpE...

Spotify

• https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0FonU0...

This list is prone to change at any time; the more / less I interact with a media can affect this!!

high comforts

• Kazui Mukuhara - MILGRAM
• Kotoko Yuzuriha - MILGRAM
• Lyney - Genshin Impact
• Sunday - Honkai Star Rail
• Tartaglia - Genshin Impact

low comforts

• Amethio - Pokemon
• Arlecchino - Genshin Impact
• Friede - Pokemon
• Kafka - Honkai Star Rail
• Leon Kennedy - Resident Evil
• Shidou Kirisaki - MILGRAM
• Toya Aoyagi - Project Sekai

comfort pairings (note: most of these are platonic/familial . it should be fairly obvious)

• Acheron + Black Swan - Honkai Star Rail
• Arlecchino + Columbina - Genshin Impact
• Dan Heng + March 7th + Stelle - Honkai Star Rail
• Freminet + Lynette + Lyney - Genshin Impact
• Furina + Neuvillette - Genshin Impact
• Jing Yuan + Yanqing - Honkai Star Rail
• Kagamine Rin + Kagamine Len - Vocaloid
• Robin + Boothill - Honkai Star Rail
• Robin + Sunday - Honkai Star Rail
• Tartaglia + Scaramouche - Genshin Impact
• Xiao + Zhongli - Genshin Impact