• receive a cat reiki
• sleeping on a clean bed
• having your skincare done
• taking long hot baths with lofi music in the background
• feeling your lover's hands in your face when they kiss you
• going shopping
• the idea of feeling young with a lot more to live, learn and see
• knowing you are loved
• cooking something sweet for yourself

• quit drinking, you deserve a full functioning body
• have more control over finances, it's just not worth it spending so much in things you don't need
• having confidence without being arrogant
• exercise regularly + healthy food
• decrease my social media usage
• improve my performance in studies
• stop being so afraid of everything

as a kid

• putting hairpins inside the power plug
• almost tear down a television over me
• obsessively lighting matchsticks
• making scenarios of my barbies death
• hating my school's dentist
• swearing a few bad words
• kissing my neighbor at 3yo (just a peck)
• throwing food on the neighbor's roof
• refusing to take shots
• manipulating my babysitter into buying what I wanted and not what my mom told her to
• playing with bugs

as a teen

• scaping school to buy food during breaks
• going to a friend's house because he was a boy
• singing the korean birthday song
• downloading tinder

alcoholic

• gin tonica
• quentão
• caipirinha de vinho

non alcoholic

• pomelo paso de los toros
• limonada
• white mocca
• salted caramel iced latte
• soda de melancia
• taro bubble tea
• chocolate quente
• milkshake de morango

• Helena
• Eden
• Nicolina (Nina)
• Kiara
• Killian
• Liliana
• Ricardo
• Suzana
• Gustavo

• birdsong, day 2 (ludovico einaudi)
• wind song (ludovico einaudi)
• ylang ylang (fkj)
• i wanted to leave (syml)
• tui (fkj)

• A bathtub, big one for long ass steamy baths with lots of bubbles.
• Natural flower arrangements.
• Yamaha's grand piano, preferably in white.
• A collection of poetry books from around the world.
• A four poster bed, big size.
• Whole lot of windows.
• Bunny, cat, dog, bird and maybe a corn snake. (but just the cat would suffice)
• Garden with a pool and space for visitors.
• White kitchen and a collection of dinnerware sets.
• Space for my artwork.
• A greenhouse
• Digital shower control.
• Wood floor
• Smart lighting

• vermelho branco e sangue azul
• a corte de espinho e rosas
• cem sonetos de amor
• castella
• memórias postumas de bras cubas
• a dama, seu amado e seu senhor

• sunrises on quiet mornings
• bright constellations in pitch black skies
• tall trees above kids heads
• old poetry books
• iced coffee with a whole lot of caramel
• a love so strong that i can feel it in every single nerve ending in my body
• music, the ones that make you slow dance by yourself
• sugarcoated dreams in the tip of your tongue
• salty tears like the ocean
• biting words

• não se apaixone por pessoas como eu (Caitlyn Siehl)
• no instante do entanto (Paulo Leminski)
• soneto de fidelidade (Vinicius de Moraes)
• canção do exilio (Gonçalves Dias)
• das utopias (Mario Quintana)
• ha palavras que nos beijam (Alexande O'Neill)
• soneto XVII (Pablo Neruda)
• amor (Alvares de Azevedo)
• timidez (Cecilia Meireles)
• a gente passa a vida inteira feito bobo pra depois morrer que nem besta (Bucowski)

• Femmes au jardin, Claude Monet (1866)
• Os deuses, Juarez Machado (1989)
• Au bord de l’eau; Bennecourt, Claude Monet (1868)
• Le Déjeuner des canotiers, Pierre-Auguste Renoir (1881)
• La terrasse à Sainte-Adresse, Claude Monet (1867)
• Life, Death, Love, Hate, Pleasure, Pain, Bruce Nauman (1983)
• Bird on money, Jean-Michel Basquiat (1981)
• Sappho, Amanda Brewster Sewell (1891)

• lentes de contato coloridas
• libre ysl eau de parfum
• sabonete facial actine
• galaxy tab S7 FE
• army bomb mots ver
• hair tinsel
• shoulder bag
• trio 10% niancinamida principia
• impressora
• chanel chance eau de fraiche
• dior adict eau de parfum

salgados

• yakisoba misto
• lasanha da dona tania regina, minha avó
• empadão de frango
• salada salpicão
• quesadilla de polo
• bulgogi, com cervejinha pls
• massa de panqueca
• pizza catufrango
• choripan

doces

• torta de limão com merengue
• cheesecake de frutas vermelhas
• bolo veludo vermelho
• salada de fruta
• bala de gelatina (qualquer uma)
• sorvete skyblue
• churros de doce de leite
• creme de bacuri