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pull this thread as I walk away....


  • I started school

and it has been the most amazing thing I've done.

  • I'm trying to stop smoking

(as I type this I'm really wanting a cigarette) went from smoking a pack a week and its been two weeks since I've bought a pack and I'm down to two or three a week. which is pretty good.

  • applied for a job somewhere I wouldn't ever think of applying.
  • black is the only color I wear now, how exciting
jun 4 2013 ∞
jun 4 2013 +

i wanna go to pumpkin patches and eat ice cream, wear scarfs and have cold noses and warm hands, cuddles, coffee and cigarettes, pictures, old times, loads of work, halloween party, love love love, love, christmas, pumpkins, family, long drives, leaves

oct 5 2012 ∞
oct 5 2012 +
  • another job

Brown boots Ring set Dark denim jeans /no rips That white shirt I found Sweaters (2) Tangtops Plain shirts Shirts (3)

  • Fake eyelashes
  • Black liquid liner
  • spicy chicken wings or fingers
  • $$$$$$$$$$$ for a Halloween costume
  • 60 dollhairs
  • scarves
  • black beanie
  • mustard beanie
  • gray shoes (from tillys)
  • learn to drive
  • sleep, I'm tired
  • more work
  • true love
  • fun
  • care free
aug 26 2012 ∞
aug 26 2012 +
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  • music is really good.

it's always been good, but now it sounds more then just good. it sounds beautiful. it sounds differnt to me.

  • i miss my dad.

i miss my whole family living together.

  • thats including moonbeam.
  • i'm too paranoid for my own good.

and it's ether going to help me in the long run. or screw me over bad. probably both.

  • OPI is NOT worth ten dollars.

IT IS NOT.. i do not care what you say.

  • i love everyone, everything around me. not a lot, not fully, or truely, but in a sense where i have respect for you. (i hope that makes sense.)
apr 11 2012 ∞
apr 11 2012 +
  • eat ice cream, but only in the winter
  • listen to good music

(only the good kind)

  • laugh

it's a mandatory thing

  • smile

because it would feel right

  • hold hands

while driving and walking even sleeping. I just want to hold your hand

  • take pictures

ugly ones cute ones especially good ones that are internet worthy

  • coffee. unless you don't like coffee

then hot chocolate but if you don't like that we could get tea

nov 28 2011 ∞
mar 7 2016 +

things that make me happy, keep me content.

  • lists . lists about clothes, happiness, comfort, simple lists, long lists, mean lists, about me lists, lists i write and forget, lists i just write to write.
  • lists that help me remember the old times.
  • lists that make me laugh.
  • lists that help me know what i need.
  • lists, lists, lists.
nov 6 2011 ∞
nov 6 2011 +
  • go shopping.
jul 5 2011 ∞
nov 3 2011 +
jun 4 2013 ∞
jun 4 2013 +
  • Everyone feels like you
  • Anthems of a seven teen yr. old girl
  • MeWithoutYou
  • The thoughts that give me the creeps
  • Caring is creepy
  • The way you look tonight
oct 5 2012 ∞
oct 5 2012 +
  • I guess the first thing would be work. As for this i'd say complete my path way to excellence before the time is up. Also, improve my work, of course! Get my hours.

I really don't wanna close anymore though, ugh. But yes! More hours means more money. Better workiv means more hours .. I'm sure you get it now.

  • take my make up off before bed.
  • trust you more, I love you. I don't wanna lose you. I don't know my minds a mess. Love is blinding, it is. That's deff. a don't forget rule of life.
  • driving. Actually learn to drive.
  • stop being so paranoid.
  • I don't know? I'm sleepy my feet hurt. This list wasnt to list-y.
  • I should stop smoking. That's a fer sure.
may 22 2012 ∞
may 22 2012 +
  • teach my cat how to use the toilet
dec 1 2011 ∞
dec 1 2011 +
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  • my teeth are getting yellow
  • i break to many of my cigarettes

on accident

  • i have trust issues
  • i rip pages out of disney children books

to put on my wall

  • the longest relationship i've ever been in is with myself

and yes, we will last, very long

  • my music taste changes with the seasons
  • i think i miss you

but then again, i'm just lonely

  • in need of a fun time
  • i'm paranoid

about everything

  • i need a shower
nov 17 2011 ∞
nov 17 2011 +
  • delete every song on my phone, download new ones
  • paint my nails
  • re-do my toes
  • hope that winter comes
  • get more scarfs
  • try harder for a job
  • get fake lashes
  • cheer up
  • sleep more

but don't miss the morning sunlight.

  • use this more
  • plant a flower
  • learn to drive better
  • enjoy the rest of 2011
  • make new friends

that sounds rude .... make more friends, to actually hangout with.

  • feed the homeless
oct 17 2011 ∞
nov 3 2011 +
  • over slept mornings, comfy in bed. bundled, warm, relaxed. complete silence.
  • when your animal cuddles with you
  • the sun through the leaves, when your windows open and it shines in your bedroom.
  • times spent away from home. when you can forget every unwanted thing and not have to think twice about it.
  • being young, the simplicity, innocence of it all
  • good music. not only when you enjoy the beat, their voice, but when the lyrics actually go with how your feeling in that time being.
  • morning talks with coffee and a cigarette. life couldn't seem a little more simple just for those moments ?
  • respect, comfort.
nov 6 2011 ∞
nov 6 2011 +
  • Halloween is in less then 30 days
  • Thanksgiving is in more then 30 days
  • and right after that is christmas

No need for stress, or cries, just love.

oct 5 2012 ∞
oct 5 2012 +
  • gossip girl is actually very interesting
  • when your sad music is really more then just a good beat
  • the ice was getting thinner, sadly
  • it's time for me to get myself together
  • learn to trust
  • follow my heart, not my thoughts
  • dont over think
  • and most importantly stop over reacting ..
  • I'm going to miss you

But I will be okay.

  • my hairs really soft
aug 2 2012 ∞
aug 2 2012 +
  • no real reason.
  • it just seems right @ the moment.
dec 14 2010 ∞
nov 3 2011 +


  • over sized sweaters.
  • hats.
  • scarfs.
  • messy buns.
  • coffe.
  • cold noses.
  • christmas.
  • calming music.
  • candy canes.
  • leaves changing colors.
  • extra hour in a day.
  • layers


  • it's freezing.
  • i don't wear jeans.
  • i'm all alone. ha
  • holidays with tons of food.

can't think of anything else right now.

nov 2 2011 ∞
nov 3 2011 +
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  • getting drunk
nov 28 2011 ∞
nov 28 2011 +