• I started school

and it has been the most amazing thing I've done.

• I'm trying to stop smoking

(as I type this I'm really wanting a cigarette) went from smoking a pack a week and its been two weeks since I've bought a pack and I'm down to two or three a week. which is pretty good.

• applied for a job somewhere I wouldn't ever think of applying.
• black is the only color I wear now, how exciting

i wanna go to pumpkin patches and eat ice cream, wear scarfs and have cold noses and warm hands, cuddles, coffee and cigarettes, pictures, old times, loads of work, halloween party, love love love, love, christmas, pumpkins, family, long drives, leaves

• another job
• THINGS I WANT FROM MY WORK:

Brown boots Ring set Dark denim jeans /no rips That white shirt I found Sweaters (2) Tangtops Plain shirts Shirts (3)

• Fake eyelashes
• Black liquid liner
• spicy chicken wings or fingers
• $$$$$$$$$$$ for a Halloween costume
• 60 dollhairs
• scarves
• black beanie
• mustard beanie
• gray shoes (from tillys)
• learn to drive
• sleep, I'm tired
• more work
• true love
• fun
• care free

• eat ice cream, but only in the winter
• listen to good music

(only the good kind)

• laugh

it's a mandatory thing

• smile

because it would feel right

• hold hands

while driving and walking even sleeping. I just want to hold your hand

• take pictures

ugly ones cute ones especially good ones that are internet worthy

• coffee. unless you don't like coffee

then hot chocolate but if you don't like that we could get tea

things that make me happy, keep me content.

• lists . lists about clothes, happiness, comfort, simple lists, long lists, mean lists, about me lists, lists i write and forget, lists i just write to write.
• lists that help me remember the old times.
• lists that make me laugh.
• lists that help me know what i need.
• lists, lists, lists.

• go shopping.

• HARRY STYLES

• Everyone feels like you
• Anthems of a seven teen yr. old girl
• MeWithoutYou
• The thoughts that give me the creeps
• Caring is creepy
• The way you look tonight

• I guess the first thing would be work. As for this i'd say complete my path way to excellence before the time is up. Also, improve my work, of course! Get my hours.

I really don't wanna close anymore though, ugh. But yes! More hours means more money. Better workiv means more hours .. I'm sure you get it now.

• take my make up off before bed.
• trust you more, I love you. I don't wanna lose you. I don't know my minds a mess. Love is blinding, it is. That's deff. a don't forget rule of life.
• driving. Actually learn to drive.
• stop being so paranoid.
• I don't know? I'm sleepy my feet hurt. This list wasnt to list-y.
• I should stop smoking. That's a fer sure.

• GET A JOB
• teach my cat how to use the toilet

• my teeth are getting yellow
• i break to many of my cigarettes

on accident

• i have trust issues
• i rip pages out of disney children books

to put on my wall

• the longest relationship i've ever been in is with myself

and yes, we will last, very long

• my music taste changes with the seasons
• i think i miss you

but then again, i'm just lonely

• in need of a fun time
• i'm paranoid

about everything

• i need a shower

• delete every song on my phone, download new ones
• paint my nails
• re-do my toes
• hope that winter comes
• get more scarfs
• try harder for a job
• get fake lashes
• cheer up
• sleep more

but don't miss the morning sunlight.

• use this more
• plant a flower
• learn to drive better
• enjoy the rest of 2011
• make new friends

that sounds rude .... make more friends, to actually hangout with.

• feed the homeless

• over slept mornings, comfy in bed. bundled, warm, relaxed. complete silence.
• when your animal cuddles with you
• the sun through the leaves, when your windows open and it shines in your bedroom.
• times spent away from home. when you can forget every unwanted thing and not have to think twice about it.
• being young, the simplicity, innocence of it all
• good music. not only when you enjoy the beat, their voice, but when the lyrics actually go with how your feeling in that time being.
• morning talks with coffee and a cigarette. life couldn't seem a little more simple just for those moments ?
• respect, comfort.

Idk

• Halloween is in less then 30 days
• Thanksgiving is in more then 30 days
• and right after that is christmas

No need for stress, or cries, just love.

• gossip girl is actually very interesting
• when your sad music is really more then just a good beat
• the ice was getting thinner, sadly
• it's time for me to get myself together
• learn to trust
• follow my heart, not my thoughts
• dont over think
• and most importantly stop over reacting ..
• I'm going to miss you

But I will be okay.

• my hairs really soft

• no real reason.
• it just seems right @ the moment.

PROS:

• over sized sweaters.
• hats.
• scarfs.
• messy buns.
• coffe.
• cold noses.
• christmas.
• calming music.
• candy canes.
• leaves changing colors.
• extra hour in a day.
• layers

CONS:

• it's freezing.
• i don't wear jeans.
• i'm all alone. ha
• holidays with tons of food.

can't think of anything else right now.

• getting drunk