• play music during working on something: i feel ''sonic fast''

• chess for mental fortitude
• aquariums & fishing for isekai life

• what we fear most will help us grow (north star)
• what things(s) will you allow to give you purpose?-- be careful with what you choose to latch on
• you can always change what you value

• have "study with me" in background for that small motivation hit

• unmotivated to work? play a "work with me" YT video

• 12.5.2025: play vlogs or hard style while cleaning [worked!]

• just get out of bed
• matcha tea is a dopamine rush (yayy...i don't hate life)
• 5.17 -- tea is external factor. does not help happiness in the long-term. not needed. :) :0

• ocean. \\ freedom - fishing game (for excitement?? refreshed?)
• sims 4?

• mop floor dated 10.5
• mop again on 10.15.24
• mopped 10.27.2024

(mop again on 11.10.2024)

• mopped 12.5.2025

• anxious perfectionist notes
• 9 things successful people do
• "I overestimated what I can do in a day (wanting to do too much but not enough time within one day) and underestimated what I can accomplish in a year" -- there is power in consistent progress daily.

“Most people overestimate what they can achieve in a year and underestimate what they can achieve in ten years.” - Bill Gates

• life is truly endless...so do the best you can with consistent progress on long-term goals "where do you see yourself in a year?"
• you really can't do everything in life, best to prioritize what is good for your future (long-term; everything else in life, you will adjust
• if you have time to browse social media then you have time to do some w o r k

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• it is impossible to do everything your heart craves. best to keep it...chill & accepting of current conditions
• you will always be looking for a purpose-- whether that is in gaming, TV shows, anime...anything that keep you living& going in life. What do you want to choose to make your personality? -- it is ok to explore opportunities and new interests, the...

• not vlogs on travels (too calm and..boring) but rather vlogs on fishing. (what works for me in terms of interests will be long-term ______)
• NOTES: toxic and calm...is also a balance. but any toxic = a door for excitement that opens up (and makes the soul weak to temptations)

• 11.25.2025 - i lay awake and active in bed until 1-2am

• ready for kids...not ready to work life :skull: 10.2.2024
• hard to start for 4 mins, easy to gain momentum once you past it 03.26.2023
• you learn the fastest with good people around 10.3.2024
• tell yourself.. it will be easy to start (again) 10.4.2024
• i don't trust my emotions 10.6.24
• i can't steer other people but I can steer mine. 10.14.2024
• to do well in life is to ask the RIGHT questions 10.17.2024
• actions are louder than egoconfidence (do you do what you say??) 10.23.24
• have a bad habit? focus on one thing to resolve. one bad habit to control 10.25.24
• it is better to take action vs overstudy (you won't retain much by planning, Take Action and then revamp with study if you get stuck) 10.20.2024