• graduated
  • graduation parties
  • boys in dresses
  • movies in park does not want me
  • bonnaroo
  • good stuff
  • my face hurts A LOT
  • i am really ugly lately
  • really ugly
  • plump
  • my face is ugly
  • can't look at my face it depresses me
  • will i ever be remotely cute again
  • crazy
  • leaving for DC in 4 days
  • then i'm going to china for 2 weeks
  • i won't have facebook in china
  • then i'm home for 2 months
  • then i'll be in college
  • everything's changing
  • everything's happening too fast
  • and also not fast enough at all...
  • sometimes i wish some things would be different and ugh i don't know there's too much in my head and i miss things and i like new things but i want the old things to stay here but they are already gone
  • i don't feel as old as i am, also i don't feel like i am old.
  • I FEEL SHY IN MY BODY.
  • i feel trapped in my body. i feel that i am bursting from my body. i want to say the things in my body but they stay in there.
  • i want to just be here for a little while.
  • the timing is bad.
  • my life is tumultuous.
  • no one uses this anymore.
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