- The simplest little gestures by the guy completely brightens my mood and..
- ..I smile the biggest smile ever
- ..my heart starts fluttering
- ..I start tearing tears of joy
- ..I start giggling like a little school girl
- ..I can't wipe the smile off my face
- The smallest gestures can also hurt me/make me sad or doubtful
- I get completely love bipolar and anything he says/does really affects my mood
- I'm in denial and try to convince myself otherwise
- I try to ignore the guy or I treat him coldly compared to others
- I suddenly see his name EVERYWHERE
- I get butterflies/nervous whenever someone mentions his name around me or if I need to mention his name
- I can't look the person in the eye or say his name properly
- I stutter when I talk to him
- Love quotes/songs I come across remind me of him
- I start to freak out when I think he might like someone else
- I try to convince myself he's better off with someone else
- I tell myself it's nothing but a phase, yet I go on that way for months
- I start to take interest in things he likes/introduces me to
- I try to grab his attention in "subtle" ways
- I make a list like this and talk to myself and reason with myself constantly
- I had someone in mind the whole time I was writing this
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