• Some long drawn out episode, I am dating N. and finally get the opportunity to explain all those extraneous factors which led me to my total dismissal of his existence back in May, even with him having gone so far as to wait/lurk in the lobby of Coral Towers for 1+ hour to bestow a bouquet of flowers on me. I don't know whether "dream-N" understood, but either way, we rejoined as some sort of romantic unit. I woke up with some (more) potent guilt over my treatment of him, but with less anxiety over the prospect of hunting down his actual person.
oct 4 2011 ∞
jun 23 2013 +