room decoration, bus routes, marketisation of the university, quilting, right angles, standing behind the yellow line, silence as complicity and celebration as protest, ethnomusicology, potemkin ai, embroidery on photographs, digital sociology, card games, time loops, latch-hooking rugs

— music diary ♫

01. spīguļo, saulīt - tautumeitas 02. luciérnagas - milo j 03. poglej - aka naomi 04. atmospheric river - vansire, eliza mclamb 05. pозкажи - leleka i paporot 09. snail song - goodmorning pancake, mindfreakkk 10. long sardine - oxis 13. saturn pierrot in the heaven - yuji ohno 14. imagina a cara dela - luis trigacheiro, salvador sobral 15. le paon, coeur à psyché - paon 17. passepied - jean michel-blais 18. unknown - jj 19. gaua - lourdes iriondo 21. blood and fur upon the melting snow - panopticon 22. miyazaki - paris paloma 23. permission to dream - stillsunrise

transdisciplinarity, radio garden, interviews, atelier pastorale’s organ covers, kaisendon, notes from the underground, liminal spaces, hauntology, flea markets, the belt of venus, tulip fields, clover motifs, sicanje, korean skincare

— music diary ♫

04. hail to whatever you found in the sunlight that surrounds you - rilo kiley 05. la nueva sensibilidad - nunatak 07. verenkiertoon - ruusut 12. the dream - floral image 14. home, very sweet home - haepa 15. runaway - rescene 22. rain - xeupa 23. alein - lúpina 25. children with starry blood - ghost bookstore 26. i know where the rainbow has fallen - jannabi 28. nan chun - se so neon 29. lost - mulgyeol 30. sun dogs - green-house

• 01. burning the old year by naomi shihab nye +
• 01. litany for the animals that run from me by hieu minh nguyen +
• 02. for those who stand against tyrants by joseph fasano
• 02. how to live by todd dillard +
• 02. thirteen ways of looking at a glacier by craig santos perez +
• 03. for a student who used ai to write a paper by joseph fasano +
• 04. fig tree by charif shanahan +
• 04. permiso by carson jordan +

— music diary ♫

to obtain:

• thin scarf
  • silk or crochet
  • flowy decorative lace
• brown plaid jacket
• beige/white short-sleeved blouse with lace details
• crochet cardigan or layering piece
  • any colour other than cream (preferably light blue or purple)
• grey top of some sort
• belt?

• apply the principle of charity
• it is a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in the broken world. - invitation, mary oliver
• you can still make a beautiful life for yourself even if you feel like you’ve lost many years to grief or darkness or wounds that won’t close
• good morning, you have to be the thing that saves you (๑'ᵕ'๑)⸝*
• do not be daunted by the enormity of the world’s grief. do justly, now. love with mercy, now. walk humbly now. you are not obligated to complete the work, but neither are you free to abandon it.
• never apologise for being obsessed. read all day. work all day. run for hours. forget time exists. be everywhere but be a ghost. turn off the world and create your own. let craft become compulsion. positive obsession is a gift, disguised as a curse.

— calendar for upcoming releases.

• 05.08 • remember the humans by broken social scene
• 05.15 • manivelles by anadol & marie klock

— backlog.

• self-titled by my new band believe
• something worth waiting for by friko
• sentence structure in the country by more ease

— and now here is my secret, a very simple secret: it is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye. 𖦹°‧

• heath, they/she/he genderqueer sapphic, some form of aroace
• singaporean, eng/中 (2007)
• a collector of small and meaningful objects (with no inherent use other than to make the heart glow a little softer)
• sociology student, full-time archivist of memory, with a chronic dependence on tea and critical theory to interpret reality
• internet mori person tending to a digital garden

♡︎ hobbies: photography, researching, writing, media criticism, music discovery, birding, journaling, reading, exploring museums, engagement with niche passions

“make your life the first life that you save.”

── likes. photography, tea, lepidoptera, sumikkogurashi, commonplace books, existentialism, wildflowers, literature, lace accents, critical media analyses, kaomojis, studio ghibli films, the golden hour, having niche passions, patchworks, clouds, social constructivism ♡

── dislikes. false dichotomies, toxic optimism, overly sweet tea, monotony, pseudoscience, listening to my own voice, anti-intellectualism, conservative ideology, ai art, amatonormativity