ㅤ(fav quotes.) ㅤ

“your first love isn't always the first people you kiss, or the first person you date. your first love is the person you will always compare everyone to. the person that you will never truly get over, even when you've convinced yourself you've moved on.” ㅤ

“no me digas que no estoy sola, porque a las 3:27 a.m en la mañana de un viernes, cuando estoy hundida en la oscuridad, con la mente llena de pensamientos horribles, con mi almohada mojada de lágrimas. me siento en la cama, miro en la habitación y la única que está ahí soy yo. la única persona que entiende soy yo. la única persona que me escucha llorar soy yo. así que no me digas que no estoy sola porque es mentira, estoy muy sola.” ㅤ

“some people are good at being in love. some people are good at love. two very different things, I think. being in love is the romantic part —sex all the time, midday naps in the sheets, the jokes, the laughs, the fun, long conversations with no pauses, overwhelming separation anxiety… just the best sides of both people, you know? but love begins when the excitement of being in love starts to fade: the stress of life sets in, the butterflies disappear, the sex becomes a chore, the tears, the sadness, the arguments, the cattiness… the worst parts of both people. but if you still want that person by your side through all of those things… that's when you know —that's when you know you're good at love.” ㅤ

“I used to be special, to have the capacity of changing the world. I wish I could travel, see and live all the beauty that exists in it, feel it in my soul. but I became sad and tired for some reason, and I can no longer follow my dreams. I'm not special anymore. I feel an empty space inside of me, I don't know what to do anymore. I tried to forget about the loneliness with parties and drugs, but I felt nothing. I think the problem is that I'm a mystery even to myself.” ㅤ

“she's just a silly girl. who keeps her hopes too high and her jeans too low, who lives by quotes and can't ever seem to say the right thing at the right time. she's just another pretty girl looking for herself in a big world. who just wants someone to love her, and then everything would be alright.” ㅤ

“deep inside, she knew who she was, and that person was smart and kind and often even funny, but somehow her personality always got lost somewhere between her heart and her mouth, and she found herself saying the wrong thing or, more often, nothing at all.”